last day 0f 2008

[31st Dec 2008, 6.10pm]

It's the last day 0f 2008 & I'm in genting..huhux..Camp0r this year baru 3x aku xcelebrate new year kat kL..Cam xbesh lak neng0k kLcc..hmm...Aku xwindu die, izzit a g0od sign? (:
Anyway, aku ngah 0n9..Neng0k mespes & faeb0ok kuh..heehe..Aku sukak 2008, aku menci 2008?..Lagy 11 jam lebey nak nu year..Leme flashback ape jadik since jan till dec 2008 neh..

Jan..hmm..Xde yg menarik k0t..
Feb..BACKSTABBER..k0 & IFwAt..Clubbing..
March..Extend bP..wutdefak!..Clubbing ag
April..My 1st gIg.. (:
May..Kenal key0n..My 1st h0liday al0ne..
June..Intern rItz cArlt0n..
July..Test market ngan nEl..haaha..
Aug..me & key0n..my 20th bDay.. (:
Sept..Puase..my n76 ilang!!!..*s0b..s0b*
0ct..Raye..
N0v..Heartbreak iS m0therfucker~
Dec..2nd gIg..TERBAEK!!.. (:

This year manyak sgt mende akuh wat..& manyak sgt 0wg akuh knal..heehe...
pian d0d0l,farah nadia, pejal sengal, haries, eman, key0n, nel, nadia, pacat, din, wan, irna, shah, imran, khruz, kai, achem, memer, neves, azari, ash, apit, an0, amal, syaz, t0peq, pali, adeb, fizi, fara, rudy, jay, 0ggy & din0..

Tuh je yg aku hengat..haaha..yg aku xtype, aku lupe la tuh..S0lly yerp..lalala..i mish k0wg sume, esp my besties!..Jaja..I c u nex year babe~..lalalalala..Aku kerinduan, Insyallah..Aku akan lupe die..Aku masih tgh try..hmm..nak 0ut, jumpe lagy tah0n depan.. (:

virgin..

Ph0ne aku xvirgin dah!!..Ph0ne je la, aku virgin ag.. (: Si0t je..huhux..1st time jat0h, td..time d0k seb0k type bl0g 'n0w'..Aku sedey amat..Xsampai 1 m0nth pakek..Taw la henp0n mura, tp da name henp0n..Mmg aku syg arr..

Btw, Hunnie & Wunnie..Jgn nuti2 ye darling..I'll be back 0n thursday..I'm g0nna mish u b0th..S0rry i left u guys..Xcuk0p bag syg..huhux..Hugs & kisses..MwwahxXx~
*s0b..s0b*

Attenti0n!!

Tuk member2 baru..Aku nak kasik taw sket pasal aku..Aku taw sape xknl aku mmg skew nk judge aku seskew ati mak bapak at0k nenek & m0yang k0wg..N0w lemme tell u guys s0mthing b0ut me..Listen keyh..[read keyh!]

• I d0 sm0ke..
• But I d0n't drink..
• I d0n't d0 drugs..
• In 0ther w0rds, I'm clean!..

Sekian, trimas.. (:

n0w..

[30th dec 2008, 2.23pm]

Aku kat *bux bb..Grande Dark Cherry M0cha, buy 1 free 1..haaha...Jap g amek ag 1..Ngah tggu Fizi, mamat tuh g damansara jap..huhux..B0san glew, thx g0d ku bk n0te0ok mak aku..Kecik, smart, but xbesh tuk menaip..haaha..Tersiksa jap...Aku menunggu & menjadi penunggu..

Pg td, seharian aku x td0w..G c0llege kul 9, aku drive..Sampai ar0und 9.40..Jln xbape jam..mayb sbb sk0ol h0liday..Sampai2 je settle pasal SMS v0d0 yg xleh nak l0gin tuh..then pacik CRM tuh d0k bebel2, d0k mara2 dak FHTM..& I was like wutdefak weh!..Then nek atas, kak lin ckp reg 5th jan..Tp die xde, die s0h dtg 0n 6th jan..Cam harem Unitar neh...

Pastuh trun g FinanSIAL lak, kene byr 100..Mak nti nak 100, nk byr late reg fees..Pastuh drive balik..0tw, my m0m call..Suh dtg ari neh gak..S0 balik pack2 ape yg pat0t, pw nenek 10 hengget..Trus g bTs..Pastuh g sentral beli tix..My bus tix k0l 5, i have 2 be thr b4 7m t0day!!..

Dari sentral, trun CM..singgah KFC amek br0adband d0d0l tuh..Lame gak aku tggu, sbb d0wg ngah beezy!..Dr Cm ku jln kaki g Jamek..nek star, then trun Hang Tuah nek m0n0rail sampai bb..N0w aku kat bb..heehee...Min0n2 jap..K0l 3.30 kang g bts amek bag..huhux..Gle penat..id0ng da start nak b0c0 balik..Esk mak aku kate naek theme park..Mintak2 xujan!..Aku nk nk Space sh0t & Flyng c0aster..haahaa...

Fizi, man0 weh?..aku da b0san amat!..My frapp xabes ag..Nj0y plan2..jap g b4 blah amek ag 1..lalalalala...maybe xdpt jmpe dak *bux pavi I..huhux..Sedey amat~..ugh... later, mlm kang update balik k0t..0r s0k pg jer...lalalala..New year ku di Genting~..nj0y babe...

Reg c0llege!

[30 dec 2008, 4.15am]

Aku still awake, id0ng gatal sangat2!!..I'm tired, but still can' sleep..huuhu..Bersin xabes2, tensi glew d0e..K0l 9.30am kene sampai c0llege, aku nak reg t0day..Malas nak g but then harus & wajib gak g, if n0t s0k lus k0mp0m aku secti0n full & aku bertambah2 malas..Pejal g0nna be there t0o..wheeheehee..lame xjumpe bFF kuh tu..Haja xg, die g sh0pping..


Mcm2 nak wat t0day..Azari, I'm in kJ but I can't hang 0ut wit u t0day..Later keyh?..Fara & Fizi, I'm l0oking 4ward 2 see u guys..Glew rindu kat k0wg, windu gak time kat swIss dulu..huhux..3 bl0ndies!..haahaahaa...But I'm red headed [vi0let wannabe dulu], Fizi brunette, & Fara baru laa bl0nd..But then same je k0t, sume c0l0p!..heehee...


Nex wix start c0llege!!..Glew xcited, even th0ugh aku cam xskew..Tp dlm hati glew xcited nak g c0llege sbb nak dress up like a smart girl [kdg2 white t's & jeans]..heehe..Hari2 malas, aku pakek baju kur0ng..haahaa..Cik FArAh nAdIA, nti r0ger2 la class u ari pe..Leh kite lepak *bux kJ..Grande Caramel Frapp!..

Aku d0k layan Pink - Just Like a Pill..Aku glew sukak sama Pink..Die besh!..Lagu die mmg terbaek~..huhux..'I haven't m0ve fr0m the sp0t whr u left me..' (:

3 hari lagy..

2009, lambat2 laa dtg..huuhux..S0k pagy g c0llege, settle my registrati0n..Then n0on jump Fizi & Fara..Mish k0wg weh..Aku mau g *bux pavi I..Xkire!!..Aku rindu gler kt dIn, wAn, shAh, Irna, AdI & sume laa...heehe..

S0k my m0m g genting!!..Nak ik0t!!..huuhux..Mane fair, nak g gak..Kal0 xg p0wn 0keyh gak..Leh g nj0y~..heehe..Let me think 0f s0mething..*think*..Igt nak g j0get, ngan pejal..But then tgk dlu caner..Fatin xde lak, kal0 ade k0mp0m aku da lepak ngan die..

Pape p0wn tgk arr caner...lalala... (:

Last sunday in 2008..

[7.26pm, 28th dec 2008..]

4 days b4 new year..I didn't sleep last nite..heehe..Glew sleepy rite n0w!.Xleh 0n9, cuz wireless cam d0d0l..Ape je aku buat?..sm0ke..sm0ke..sm0ke..0nly 3 fucking sticks..Xbyk sgt kal0 nak c0mpare ngan dulu..huuhux~..Kan Hajar?.. (:

Pg td, g lepak ngan besties ku lg s0wg..FArAh nAdIA, die baru pulang dari bAli..Thx babe, t's tuh aku sukak..& bag yg sh0cking pink tuh mmg feberet!!!... (: Anyway, aku baru taw yg k0 mmg pndai masak..Salute arr, mmg s0dap..Xtipu keyh..heehe..Jumpe Jan nex year ye akak degree..heehee..Pape p0wn akuh SENI0R mu..Ituh jgn lupe!..

0wh yea, ik0t bulan Islam s0k new year..1930 Hijrah..huuhux..Slamat menyamb0t Awal Muharram..H0pe the year ahead will bring j0y, happiness & much m0re l0ve t0 all 0f us..& sm0ge aku jadik lebih rajen, lebih matang && kurang ik0t perasaan..Aminnn..

I'm n0t ready, seri0usly!!..2008, PLEASE D0N't LEAVE ME..How did I become so obnoxious?..What is it with 'you' that makes me act like this?..I've never been this nasty.. (:

c0unting dayz.. (:

*FAtEn FAdzIl*

*I've been here f0r 20 years, 4 m0nths, 2 weeks & 4 days*
*My last sem starts in 1 weeks & 2days left*
*R0ughly, an0ther 10 m0nths & 5 days b4 graduati0n*
*G0nna say 'bubye c0llege' in 4 m0nths, 3 weeks & 6 days*
Last but n0t least..
*Single mingle f0r 1 m0nth, 2 weeks & 5 days*
&
*5 days until nU yEr 2009*

+N0 matter what happen, It's hard t0 say g0odbye+

http://adibahahmad.blogspot.com/ [wtF??]

wtF??...Cam shial jew bl0g p0mpuan neh..Aku xpaham asal die wat camtuh..Hine agame sndri k0t..Aku neh bukan nyew alim sgt ke hape..But then I think everything that she p0st in her bl0g is t0tally wr0ng & [xde ayat]..Seyes..Akuh menci 0wg camtuh..v0d0 hape??..Get a life bitch!..Aku yg kureng agame neh p0wn leh pk dgn waras lagy mane bet0l mane salah..hmmm...

Anyway, bl0g tuh aku dapek time aku d0k usha2 bl0g Anna..She g0t the link fr0m Fynn..cik PUTERI, k0 tgk arr bl0g tuh..Sure cam menyirap d0e!..Aku dapat Adibah Ahmad tuh, mmg siap arr..Aku cekik2, blasah2 muke die yg prasan cam law0 tuh~..haahaahaa... (:

I guess it's true..Da akhir zaman, da nak kiamat..Tak0t sangat..Aku tak0t xsempat dapat ape aku nak..
Ya Allah ya tuhan ku, mintak2 arr aku rajen g class sem depan[last sem tuh..start May 2009 akuh free!!]..Sbb aku nak grad n0v 2009!!..& yeah, aku nak b0yF gak..heeheehee..Ape2 p0wn..G0d kn0w's what the best 4 me.. (:

xmas ysterday..

*the 0riginal pix much better, but then t0o sexsis*

I sleep the wh0le day..
Cuz i didn't sleep the wh0le nite..
1 day with0ut cigarette..
I survive!!
*wink*
(:

s0ng..t0day..c0llege..xb0yF..

[26th dec 2008, 5.04am..]
p0st neh 4 in 1.. (:

Baby, it's raining..I'm sure it's c0uld 0utside, 0f cuz..huuhu..Currently I'm listening t0 'Itu Bukan Aku'.. & yeah nev3s, I really l0ve the s0ng & vc..'L0oking 4 little miss naughty?'..hee..N0 w0rries, u'll find 1.. (:

T0day, I might g0ing 2 'M0rib @ Banting' with my besties..Hajar & Chapix!!..I mish u guys a l0t..huuhu..Chapix, n0 w0rries..Aku mane pakai sexy2 d0e..heehee..Kinda weird cuz he t0ld n0t t0 wear nything sexy..Seyes pelik & klaka..U made me laugh dear..IF we're g0ing, I'm g0nna wear tshirt & 'kain batik'!!..C0ol aite?

Can't wait 2 fin studies..G0t 1 m0re sem left..It's g0nna be fun & b0ring at the same time..I hate 'F0odservice System Management'..
Aiy0o0..Miss Nina, gimme 'A+' keyh?..heehee.. Thx g0d 0nly 2 subjects..The best thing is there's n0 class f0r bP, which stands f0r Culinary Business Pr0ject Presentati0n..It's just a presentati0n but, Hell yeah!!..FinanSIAL ituh membunuhku..hUuhu..
Echal!!..Rep0rt prac bile mau present?..Chep Asmah 0r Chep d0lah kesygan?..Skali harung ye..

IFwAt ng0x!..Pls..D0n't try 2 be nice 2 me..It's true rite, u'll stick with me just when u NEEDED me..When u d0n't?..U just treat me like a jerk? U have n0 idea h0w much i suffer..s0, D0n't blame me when i treat u like a jerk!..

b4 2008 blah...

Things 2 d0 bef0re 2009...

• Kiss s0me1..wtF??!..[Bitchy d0e]..haaha..

• Benti 'pendekkan' um0..[I'm getting 0ld] (:

• Amek rek0d kijew kt Subway..[Dapat jumpe Terry..]

• Be seri0us 0n bP!..[tensen glew!]

• Reg c0llege..[kene jumpe IFwAt ag]..hmm..

• 4give then 4get the past...[Start new chapter FAtEn FAdzIl]..
  

• Start H.U.N.T.I.N.G babe..[mari!!] (:

nEway, aku sukak ini lagu...nj0y yer..

n0se..

Ade 1 pix neh, aku suke sgt..
Sangat2 suke keyh..
Pada aku pix tuh cam best..
Kau sangat kiut, chUmil amat..
Idung cam manc0ng d0e..
Seyes aku sukak..
Tgk je laa..
Kal0 nak?..
Mane leh, aku xm0 wat n0seJ0B..
(:

*pix neh xde kene mengene nak cter akuh*

satu ratus~

[23rd dec 2008, 9.29am]

Neh repekan ke 100 kuh!..Tp 80 je yg aku publish, lagy 20 ade dlm draft..heehee.. Tak sangke 0uh, dari July till Dec manyak gak repekan2 aku..N0v mmg paling banyak..Sept, xde lgs0ng!..heehe..Aku skew bl0gger, sbb die kasik aku merepek..Aku leh luah ape aku nak..heehee..

Anyway, td aku dah tuka2 sket setting kat mespes..Profile aku da tak private..Dunn0 y, but then aku rase tak perlu nak private2..Bukan femes ke hape ke..Aku hanya Aku..h0oh0..Pix aje yg aku limit kan..1 album tuk every0ne..2 album tuk friends..11 lagy aku private kan..Sbb manyak sangat k0t..

[23rd dec 2008, 10.48am]

Rite n0w aku tgh layan cter 'GARASI'..Da lame sgt nak tgk cter tuh, skunk baru sempat..N0w baru part 7..Ade 10 part sume skali..huuhu..Sambil melayan cter tuh aku megkusyuk kan diri ngan bl0g neh..Pastuh aku d0k YM ngan mEmEr..Mamat ituh tgh mkn megi sambil tgk wrestling & mengYM..ho0ho0..Glew multitask d0e..Btw, next time kasik taw I waktu Msia, bkn l0nd0n..hmm..Musti cam besh kan men sn0w.. (:

Wuteva laaa kan..Aku p0wnk multitask..heeheehee..S0k maybe nak karatkan ramb0t..rEd?..pInk??..haahaahaahaa...Aku da penat merepek da neh..Nak samb0ng melayan 'GARASI'..Neway, I l0ve tis pix!!..Mlm kang nak upl0ad d mespes..An0ther versi0n 0f this pix adew kat die..Agak2 adew lagy x pix tuh?..heehe..I p0wn skew yg tuh & the 0ther 1 yg muke cam Inn0cence tuh..Aku sukak ituh pix al0t!!..hmm..Later2... (:

g0odbye 'teen', hell0w mell0w 'tweNty'~

[T0day, 23rd dec 2008 @ 4.34am..]

Happy 21st bDay Adeb hIlman!..heehee..u da tue keyh, we're n0t in d same age nem0re...Awak abang, saye adik..lalalalala.. (:

Back 2 my main st0ry..[g0odbye 'teen', hell0w mell0w 'tweNty']..I've been living my 'twenty' f0r 4 m0nth & 2 days..heehee..I d0 miss my 'teen' w0rld..Tuh zaman kegemilangan aku, 'teen' aku agak menarek..Sangat menarik, byk sgt adventure & suke duke..l0l..The best thing b0ut being a 'teen' is??..Ape yer?..I d0n't even kn0w, tp aku skew..Sbb time tuh hanye nj0y saje..Even time sec0ndry sk0ol, aku manyak sgt melepak..0tak asek pk nak enj0y je..Sk0la tah kemane..Time ujung f0rm 2 & awal f0rm 3 ari2 asek sk0la 'half day'..Glew besh kan?..

Time 'teen',aku penah wat sket kijew 0wg 'twenty'..I started sm0ke when i'm in f0rm 2, time tuh still 13 d0e..& yes indeed, it is such a stupid0 act FAtEn FAdzIl!..urgh...Very unacceptable!..Then when I'm 19, I get myself 2 a cLub..l0l~..heehee..Klaka jew.. :)

Neh part best!!..Sepanjang 'teen' aku, aku penah adew 6 b0yF...3 seri0us b0yF..Lagy 3 tuh xseri0us..haahaa...7 yrs jadik 'teen' ade 6 b0yF..Manyak ke?..Dgn 3 seri0us b0yF neh, 1 seni0r aku kat c0llege..Lagy 1 c0llege mate..& yg last kali aku jumpe die tepi *bux bb..heeheehee..Very the rindu sama ituh 0lang..l0l~Tuh je k0t nak mrepek pasal 'teen' aku..I think there's much m0re, later la k0t..I really miss my 'teen'..I wish I c0uld g0 back there 0nce again.. (:

I'm capable 0f really anything..

Aku v0d0?..
Aku eg0?..
Aku xv0d0, aku cuma kurang pandai..
Aku xeg0, aku cuma nak 'menang'..

Aku xnak ngaku sbb ituh bukan aku..
Serius bukan..
N0t me, n0t I!

Tapi td, time tgh melayan k0pi..
Aku tetibe terpk & terigt ape aku buat..
Especially kat gig u.0.x mggu lepas..
[aku taw 0wg nampak]
Dengan JUJUR..

Aku mengaku, aku SENGAJA..

Aku rase kan..........
Aku ade 2 mende lah tuh..
Aku se0rang yg v0d0 sket, bukan b0d0h keyh!
Sbb aku skew wut s0mething ik0t perasaan..
Da kate p0mpuan, em0ti0nal ar kan?..
But then ngan few pers0n je 'v0d0' neh wujud..

Aku se0rang yg eg0 ke?..
Maybe yes, maybe n0!..
Tgk keadaan, tgk tempat..
But s0metime xbertempat..
S.A.N.G.A.T!!
Aku Eg0is?!..

Maybe it's all bcuz 0f this..
*I'm capable 0f really anything..*
0r maybe I'm just being ME..

STFU FAtEn FAdzIl!!..pls... :'(

Aku kerinduan amat sangat..Aku menci bile jadik camneh..Aku da penat d0k lupekan die..Ya allah, t0l0ng laa...Aku da meng0ng da neh..Ari2 d0k windu die..Ad0yaii..Keb0d0han amat sangat la neh..hmm..Bile nak start class weh??..Aku windu nak g my s0 called c0llege..l0l~

Rite n0w 5.29am..Aku d0k melayan lagu baek punye & reply msg Pian..Seb0k d0k men d0ta die tuh..Pian d0d0l, d0tA is s0 lasy seas0n..haahaa..Glew bitch shial..Wuteva, d0 i l0ok like i care?..heehee...

Kau dimana, ku ingin bertemu..Ungkapkan semua rasa rindu ku..Haruskah aku berlari, haruskah aku menangis lagi??..hmm..Hanya tuhan yang tahu segalanya, rasa rindu yang aku punya..Padamu, hanya dirimu..

Skunk aku rindu glew kat die..S0k luse aku buat2 lupe die, then rindu balik.."Sampai kapan mau hidup begini cik NUR??"..Aku redh0, sungguh tak tipu..Tp aku tak rela..Maybe sbb aku tak ready nak lupe sume..Insyaallah..
Next year i'll f0rget evrything.. :)

Dan bila kau menghilang..Musnahlah, musnah impian..Tuk menggapai bintang..Terangi hidupku..Ku mahu kau tahu kaulah destinasiku..Dalam ingatanku..huuhu..I'm addicted 2 this s0ng, thx 2 cik PUTERI~..Ari tuh aku just realize ape yg aku rase same ngan lagu neh..hmm..N0w xtaw arr..Ari2 d0k melayan, skunk p0wn same..Layan slagy bley.. (=

[m0nday, 22nd dec 2008..5.46am]

Manis = Sweet 2008...

Manis nyew 2008?..hmm..Ape aje laa mem0ry yg manis 2008 neh..Meh pk jap..heehee....

Early year ari tuh, ape je yg sweet eh?..Adew few je k0t..Manis yg kejap je bertahan..Tp still leh jadik sweet mem0ry..Early this year aku start jejak kaki ke club..My 1st club, Al0hA..Sweet mem0ry ke?..Bley laa, sbb cam besh je..Then 2nd club rUumS..That's all..Pastuh aku xpegy dah..My 1st gIg, end april kat mcpa.. :)

Then early May, aku g h0liday!!..My 1st eva h0liday AL0NE..Yerp, aku travelled al0ne..Jumpe mmber kat sane..haahaa..[Al0ne arr gak mule2]..Then end 0f May, I met him 4 the 1st time..Wheeheehee...Thx sbb bukak balik pintu hati yg da terkunci..[jiwang shial]..heehee..Early June, Dapat Intern kat RiTz cArlt0n kL..Sweet mem0ry gak..Besh, new envir0nment..But then can't stand the pressure..heeheehee...

Aug, mmg my m0nth..6th aug 2008, aku chenta kamu..heehe...Stelah hampir 9 m0nth single..Aku ade b0yF baru..HappY, sangat..Then 9th aug, my 20th bDay!..G0odbye 'teens', hell0w mell0w 'twenty'.. :)
End 0f this year especially 14 & 18 0ct, 1st n0v & 13 dec, manyak melepak ngan dak c0llege..Thx k0wg, aku sr0nok amat..F0odc0m, 0pen hause HajAr, bDay cHapix, ranTai artS & 0.u.X gig..Terbaek!..

*This year aku kenal banyak 0wg*

c0unting dayz...

1 week & 4 days m0re b4 2009 arrive.. ;)

I'm c0unting days b4 2008 says g0odbye..'BitterSweet 2008'..I think there t0o much Bitter than Sweet mem0ries in 2008..There's many m0re bitter 2008, but i just can't publish it..Cuz it's kinda pers0nal & it w0uld makes me cry..l0l~

Right n0w I'm thinkin b0ut 'sweet 2008'..My sweet mem0ries this year..Think..Think..Think..heehe..My life has been uP & d0wn, but this year it's m0re t0 d0wn..*redh0* ;)

Currently I'm listening t0 'The Script - I'm Y0urs'..*layan*

Pahit = Bitter 2008...

Pahit nyew 2008..L0sing 'bel0ved' ppl..huuhu..Backstabber..FUCK 0FF la weh!..This year, I l0st few ppl in life..They, g0ne 4eva..Y0u, n0t g0nna c0me back 2 me..Stakat 20 dec 2008, aku kehilangan 3, 4 0wg gak la..Kesedehan, Kekesalan, 'Ke...an' pe lagy?..ntah laa..

Mule2, awal tahun neh..Aku kehilangan my s0 called 'xb0yF'..Ifwat, aku menci k0..Tp dulu aku ade k0 je, k0 la yg larat melayan kerenah & kehendak aku..K0 skew cakap aku neh ngade & gedik, tp k0 still sab0..haaha..Aku start hilang k0 sbb BACKSTABBER tuh..Agak 'keb0d0han' sket, sbb k0 xb0yF aku..Aku 'KesaH' lagy k0t mase tuh..That's aku 'jeles'??..Wuteva laa..Ape2 p0wn, ade baeknye aku kehilangan k0..I can stand 0n my 0wn.. ;)

Aku 'kehilangan' Farah on 12th 0ct 2008..Aku 'kerinduan' same Farah..Babe, aku windu sgt kat k0..Aku windu sgt weh kat k0, aku amat sangat terkilan xdapat jumpe k0..Aku xdapat jumpe k0 dah, tunggu aku kat 'sane'..Insyaallah kite jumpe lagy nanti..U're life is t0o sh0rt, aku rase cam xfair je..Tp sume takdir kan?..Kite xleh nak lawan takdir..huuhu..Neway, t0day da 1 m0nth, 1 week & 1 day u're g0ne..

PAHIT nye lagy tah0n neh..Aku single again since n0v 8th, 2008!!..Hujung tah0n je, aku single..Vice versa..Ad0yaii, cam ape daa..heehee..Aku kerinduan sama die, tp aku try buang 'kerinduan' ituh..Sbb aku rase 'keb0d0han' tuk rase 'kerinduan' ituh..Aku hanya buang mase!..Aku taw ituh, sab0 je laa..HuuhU..Aku xpenah menyesal kenal die, aku sedey je..Sbb aku sgt xskew bile bende neh jadik..'Break 0ff = Putus Kawan'..Sangat xmenarik kn?..I've been single f0r 1 m0nth, I week & 5 days!!..wutdefak la weh~..d0 i l0ok like i care?..*n0 c0mment*..[part die neh je aku jadik meng0ng..]

Awal dec neh, aku kehilangan lagy..This time my nenek sdare..Aku xsempat jumpe die time raye..Last jumpe die p0wn time nenek ku 0perate, June lepas..Aku terkilan gak ngan pemergian die..Sbb raye arituh die tnye mane aku..Menyesal aku x raye umah die..Aku kijew 0uh..huuhu..Aku windu gak ngan 't0k cik'..When my time c0mes, I'll see u there.. ;)

Tuk member2 aku, aku taw k0wg p0wn ade 'kehilangan'..Kite kene redh0 eh?..Kal0 xcaner eh?..Aku redh0, tp aku cam xrela je d0e..D0se tak aku nti??..Ad0yaii..huuhu.. ='(
*Al-Fatihah tuk Farah my cuzin, t0k cik my nenek sdare, cik PUTERI's grandpa, haneem's sista & nuar's niece 0r nephew?.. :]

b0yF?..

Cik PUTERI c0mment aku td..Die kate...

faten, jom2 carek boyf!! haha..

seyes neh.

hahaha..

*ko layan je repekan aku neh*

heehee..k0 biar bet0l??..Tekujat aku jap neh..heehee..The last time k0 cakap camneh was...mmm..When ek?..Can't really remember..If i'm n0t mistaken july arituh..Aite?..b4 aku ada die..huuhu~

K0 seyes ke?..m0h ler, j0m kite carik sesame..lalalalala..Aku carik je laa dulu, abes Iddah meng0ng aku tuh da bley berb0yF!..l0l~

a.k.u & A.K.U & a.k.u

Aku se0rang gadis yg kehidupannya agak sadis..heh?
Aku tak selalu happy ngan hidup..Tp aku redh0 je arr..
Aku sudah lama berpunya..Kerna..
Aku kepunyaanNYA.. :) *wink*

Aku se0rang 'student culinary'..Da nak abes blaja da p0wn...
Tp aku masih tak rety..*Masak nasik*
Dan aku 'pencipta masalah'..Selalu sangat..
Ampunkan aku mak!!..Aku suke susahkan kau.. :'(

Aku tak pernah kesal dengan semua yg terjadi..
Aku hanya menyesal, sebab itu je yg terlintas..
I'm s0 s0rry m0m..But I've changed rite? :)

Aku s0sial?..TAK!!..Aku hanya s0-s0..
Aku pernah clubbing..Tp tuh tak bermakne aku kaki club..
Aku pernah ke gigs..Tp aku bukan kaki gig..
Aku hanya menjalankan hidup, mcm 'remaja' lain..
Aku pergi hanya untuk musiq..Dan melihat kerenah 0wg2 kat sane..

Alc0h0l?..Drugs?..Sm0ke?..n0..n0..yes..
I d0n't d0 drugs..
And I d0n't d0 alc0h0l..
Cuz that is s0 n0t me!..
Sm0ker?..Yes, I am..Pernah st0p, tp GATAL sm0ke balik..I'm addicted 2 c0ffee & cigarette..
I need pr0fessi0nal HELP..
Selama 20 thn hidup, aku hanya 'sm0ke'..
Aku menyesal sebab cube 'sm0ke'..See what I've bec0me..
Sangap d0d0l~..v0d0!

*I'm nj0ying my life while i can*

[Sape yg bace bl0g neh, SENYAP2 suda!..Jgn hengat diri tuh baek sgt]

sleepy....

[12.59am, 17th dec 20o8...]

Aku b0san..SANGAT..Smlm aku xik0t p0wn d0wg g kLcc..Duk umah membute je..Mlm baru kuar, g jusc0..Beli brg sket plus sempat singgah *bux..heehee..Caramel frapp!!..lame xmin0m..l0l~

Pe cter arr cik PUTERI ku tuh, I really mish u babe!!..Neway, I h0pe evrything's g0od.. :) Cepat kasik update sama aku..Aku wis0 sal k0 neh..Neway, aku & nAd nak wat plan LANGKAWI neh..Maybe 0n 0ur sem break..Feb 23rd nex year..Pape kite jumpe & discuss..

Aiman td0w ngan aku 2day..heehee..Da dengk0r da dak neh..lalalala...Besh 0uh lpak ngan die..Td g pasa malam, die siap nyanyi2 lagy lagu feberet aku..'Situasi by Bunkface'..Agak kechumilan gak ar..Pg kang nak g Sg, c0ngkak lak..Xtaw nak g 0r x..Depends 0n my m0od..

Aku da b0san, plus kesej0kan..Saje membazir letrik..Bukak ak0n & kipas..haahaa..D0d0l2 aje..0uh yea, aku nak p0st bl0g yg aku tag under 'Crazy.Bitchy.Thingy'..Sume tuh pasal AKU, aku & AKU!..S0 skew hati aku!..Aku publish pas p0st neh..Bace kasik kumen keyh~

Till then..Aku nak td0w pel0k mAmAn.. :p

*bux c0ffee 20o9 planner....

[16 th dec 2008, *bux maluri...]

I've g0tcha darlink...lalalalala...
Akhirnye, dapek planner tuh..
Wanted u s0 bad...
H.E.A.R.T *bux!!

dJ bLiss vS. dJ ApriL...

Pg smlm dJ call me..He said he wanted 2 see me b4 he leave..I w0nder whr he wanna g0..I txt him, but he didn't reply..I haven't sleep f0r 29 h0urs..heehee..dJ wanted 2 say g0odbye..It sadden me, why d0 ppl have 2 say g0odbye?..The 'g0odbye' distract me 4 a while ystrday..hUuhU..Sedey jap arr..At 7pm he arrived at my h0use..We b0th lepak mamak tepi p0ol..Manyak cter gak td..Agak lame kan kite xlepak camtuh?..The last time kite lepak p0wn bile eh??..I can't remember..

0wh yea, c0ngratz eh..Da tunang!!..haahaa..Kawen nti 4sure i'll be there..[Xpenh g xb0yF nyew wedding...] Guess u're the 1st l0rr..hmm..Actually, I xskew ape u ckp td..Pasal u're current gF x chanteq cam I..dJ thx sbb ckp I chanteq..But then xel0k la ckp camtuh..Pape p0wn die gF u, u're future wifeee~..Next time jgn ckp camtuh lagy..Keyh?..

If laa, j0d0h u ngan Bibie gak..h0w eh?..Kawen 2 laaa u nti..1 kat kL & 1 kat singap0re..Glew cam slumber..haahaa..U pk la lekl0k b4 kawen..Keyh?..I d0a yg terbaek tuk u..heehee...Neway, I nak u taw..I mmg marah glew plus I terkilan time u left me dulu..We used 2 l0ve & used 2 be 2ghter..I remember the day u left me cuz 0f 'her'..It really, really, really sadden me..I really hate u that time..It's n0t fair 4 me..huuhu..Tp bende tuh sume da lame i maafkan..Harap u xwat camtuh ngan gF u tuh..heehee...

G0odluck with y0ur j0b there..Singap0re & kL dekat je k0t..Blakang umah..haahaahaa...

b0san...

Ari neh my grandparents xdew..D0wg g 'h0neym0on' kat Sabah..heehe..Pastuh my br0 lak kijew, till late nite..ho0ho..My m0m, kijew arr..S0..I'm all al0ne..Glew buhsan laa d0k s0wg2..Xde pape xtvt..Xtaw nak ajak sape lepak..Any0ne??..Sape2 yg rety masak, eh le dtg umah..Kesian aku, kang k0mp0m kelaparan..huuhu..Peah, dtg arr..Tlg masak nasik..heehee... ;p

Merepek ajew..Wuteva laa kan..Sape2 yg free, j0m lepak..Txt me, aku xde hal nyew..Kete de, leh arr pick up sape2 yg nak dtg..l0l~

I g0t few CRAZY..BITCHY 'things' 2 d0 b4 2008 ends~

*n0t guilty*

A.K.U.t.a.k.T.A.W.n.a.p.e.

Y.A.N.G.p.a.s.t.i.A.K.U.m.e.n.y.e.s.a.l.D.E.N.G.A.N~

P.E.R.B.U.A.T.A.N.K.U &&

T.I.N.D.A.K.A.N.K.U &&

P.E.R.A.N.G.A.I.K.U &&

C.A.R.A.K.U &&

H.A.R.I.K.U...

s.e.m.a.l.a.m~

If 0nly i c0uld turn back time..I wish~

dec 13th 2008, 11.43pm...

I just g0t back fr0m BB!!..Glew penat..I've been 0utside my h0use fr0m 12 n0on till 12 midnite [alm0st]~heehee...Fr0m last sunday, asek mendap kat umah..hUuhu..At 1pm td, Haja & Anis & me arrived at kLcc..Da lunch sume, kt0wg gerek pegy RANTAI~..heehee..we meet up ngan Khruz & his sis..Minah tuh kiut je, dgr cakap abg...heehee...Bagus t0l..G usha2 painting yg adew, im attracted 2 few painting..l0l~..Cam semart..Smentare Haja & Anis usha kat atas..Aku dgr 1 mamat neh berpuitis..Glew masyuk, layan 0uh..Mmg slumber..Salute!..But then td cam kureng sket laa, x manyak b0oth..Pastuh hUjan lak, mmg bet0l2 xbesh!..Thx g0d, im wearing sh0ez..l0l~

After 2 h0urs there, we decide 2 BLAH!..Cuz mmg xhappening sgt laa & d0wg cam da pack up everything..huuhu..I guess sbb gigs yg ade kat Sg.Wang, MCPA Hall & 1 cafe tuh..Dlm k0l 4.30 im at Sentral..0tw nak ke BB..Ik0tkan bley aje jln kaki dr klcc, but then im tired plus its raining..nek train arr jwbnye kan?..Dlm k0l 5 sampei BB..lepak ngan ida & her gF~..Babe, gF k0 cam p0y0s sket laa..Xbekenan aku neng0k..lalalalala...

Da penat lepak ngan ida, aku blah g *bux..Meet up ngan Ash & the gang..l0l~..Geng2 DIARY..k0wg knl x?..D0wg neh indie band..Caner aku leh knl eh?..ho0ho... ;) Wuteva laa...At 1st aku mmg nak balik da p0wn, but then my m0m txt..Die kate xyah rush balik..S0 tuh makne nyew, dapat gReen lIte laa...Lepak gIg laa pe ag...huuhu...Aku bukan kaki gig..Aku bukan kaki disc0..Aku lepak2 suda..But then td glew nj0y~..

Aku jumpe few ppl that i n0e..1st aku jumpe Shakira, hampeh t0l..Xleh nak ny0r0k..Die siap tnye aku g r0x d w0rld x..Jwpannyew, TAK..[Aku nak g lain nyew r0x]~
2nD, aku nampak Anaz..But then die xpasan aku, s0 okek laa kan..heehee...

Dari blakang stage, kt0wg squeeze ke dpn..HaahA..Sdg asyik melayan 'Tempred Mental', dak2 sk0la tepi aq d0k men0lak2..Sab0 je laa..Glew distract 0uh..Pas2 dak2 blakang 'm0shing?'..[Aku xtaw t0l ke x]..Aku TERdgr s0re 1 mamat neh..Seyes cam kenal ngan s0re tuh..Aku ign0re aje..Aku dgr ag, last2 aku t0leh arr..tup..tup..[Dalam samar2, aku macam kenal itu 0wg laa]..Patah smangat nak nj0y jap..After a while..Wuteva laa..Layan je gig ituh..Abaikan ajew d0ng..Aku kebasahan, abes muke & ramb0t & baju..[Baju aku agak terseksa td..huuhu..] l0l~
'SEVEN' tuh besh laa, d0wg m0re 2 jazz..But dak2 neh d0k nyumpah2..[Lagu k0wg byk sgt td, tuh cam b0rink sket]..heehee...'LailaS l0unge' perf0rm sket je, cuz v0calist die stuck in traffic jam..HAMPEH..Tp nj0y la gak, cr0wd yg nyanyi lebey...

After d0wg perf0rm, aku da xlarat dah..Nak balik, sbb kaki da saket..Badan da melekit..Aku gerak g blakang balik..Nak kuar, tp 'Bittersweet' lak perf0rm..Ad0yaii..D0wg neh act DIVA d0e..Taw ar CAM femes, but then xyah kerek sgt..hUuhu..Pape p0wn k0wg best!..0wh yea, aku ade bertentang mate ngan itu 0wg..Ad0yaii..*s0b..s0b* [selseme!]..Xtaw lak die kat blakang lak..Hmm..Xleh nak pandang lelame, d0se..[ye ke? 0r...]..After 2 s0ng, aku kuar..Xlarat & xsanggup nak pandang depan..hUuhU..ch0w arr pe ag..

Thx aSh 4 d cD, kal0 dak2 len taw u kasik free...Padan muke!..L0L..& thx k0wg ant0 aku balik..heehee..Sng kan nak g my h0use?..Taw xpe..Pape p0wn r0x d w0rlD 2, i'm n0t g0ing!!..Aku g yg v0l. 9 c0ncert~[kal0 xde exam baru g]..lalalalala...As 4 the c0nclusi0n..Aku sangat nj0y ini hari..Eventh0ugh aku cam *xtaw cam pe*, plus asek kene t0lak cam vavi..haahaahaa..Sian aq & mel..l0l..& ari neh dapat member baru~..Tuh yg besh, fwenz are imp0rtant.. :)

*Aku sedey, xdapat neng0k BunkfacE nyanyi lagu feberet ku..'SITUASI'*

Repekan Hari Ini~

Penah xk0 pk nape 0wg slalu nak carik masalah ngan kite?..
Kite xde wat ape p0wn, suddenly 0wg kac0..
Cam pelik je kan?..
0r maybe, kite terbuat s0mething bad..
& kite xpasan k0t..

Pasal 'MuNi' tuh..
Ape la masalah die?
Seskew ati ckp 0wg perampas..
heh?..
Still em0 ke kene tggal?..
haaha..
'A.f.C.u.K' tuh bkn ngan k0 p0wn kan?..
Yg nak cakap k0 perampas tuh ape pasal..
d0d0l t0l..
Think wisely b4 u acT..

*Tuk 'MuNi'~
G.E.T.a.L.I.F.E.b.i.t.c.h!

L0ve & Life~

L0ve related with Life..n0r Life related with L0ve?..

Every single pers0n in this wh0le wide w0rld is created in pairs..
Rite?..But me, I still can't find my pair..

I'll find him s0meday..I n0e I will..
But I d0n't kn0w where t0 start..

Shud I just sto0d tall..
0r shud I start walking?
Cuz I'm sick & tired of wanting & waiting..
F0r s0me1 wh0 d0n't really care..

Wh0's the lucky 1?
Wh0's g0nna be with me 4ever?
Where da hell is my Prince Charming?..l0l~

Maybe he's the 0ne wh0 always st0od by me..
The 0ne wh0 always be with me, during my ups & d0wn..

Maybe he's the 0ne wh0 i always hated..
The one wh0 br0ke my heart bef0re..

Maybe he's the 0ne wh0 live s0 far away..
The 0ne I never met, the 0ne i never kn0w..

There's t0o many maybe, baby~
My darling, wh0 knew?.. :)

10 dec 2008

Aku xde m0od nak melyn kwn2 aku..Member baru, member lame..Sbb aq tgh meng0ng jap..I'm s0rry if k0wg bUzz, c0mment, call 0r mSg aku xlayan..Aku ngah nak berpk..s0 s0rry...
Neh snarai name yg akan aku layan...

*Pian d0d0l
*Peah
*Bag0k
*Nadia
*Pejal
*Memer
*Achem

Keyh ar tuh, cuk0p arr..Byk2 kang abes duet & mase aku lak..
D0ne..Have fun k0wg, aku xs0mb0ng..Aku tgh 0tw nak fix thing back 2 n0rmal..When thing's back 2 n0rmal aku lega la sket..I'm s0rry~*Btw, sabtu neh aku nak have fun!..m0h le j0in..

Ini cter aku..

1st thing 1st..

Din0, i'm s0rry..Cam pelik plak...Kite just b0rak2, tetibe leh jadik cenggini lak..Seri0usly we're just chit chatting je kan?..Xde p0wn cter bukan2..hmm...S0rry dude~

2nd thing..

#3#0#, I xpaham laa..U mara pasal ape neh?..Me being fwen with din0?..0r my bl0g neh?..Let's settle d0wn lekl0k, bley x?..Kal0 xnak, it's 0keyh..Cuz, like i care??~l0l..

d0ne..
trimas~

1 m0nth suda~

I've been single f0r 1 m0nth!..
Baru pasan d0e..
hUuhU..

1 m0nth ag0..
Die?
Ade kat melakew..
Having fun wit his fwen..
Me?..
1 day b4 xleh td0w..
0n9, k0n0n2 nak have fun kat pavi ngan Jaja..
Nak jadik c.a.m.w.h.0.r.e lagy..

Last2?..
Pagy tuh aq kesedehan tahap max..
We br0ke up..
Ditinggalkan, atas sebab yg cam v0d0 k0t~
Wuteva..

Bawak diri g kLcc & pavi..
Thx pEah teman aq..
Time k0 arituh aq & die yg teman, kan?..
Th0se were the days..
1 bulan aq FAKE a smile..

A m0nth l8r @ N0w?..
Peah ku syg, da 1 bulan aq single mingle..
I mish him sket..
k0t~..Jap2..
I mish him al0t..
But then when i think back..
Xyah la manyak2..
He's n0t missing me p0wn..

Td aq penat gelak..
heehee..
Ade c0mment klaka sket td..
Seyes klaka, k0t..
But then aq rase pelik p0wn ade..

#3#0# ku shAyg <333??
Da break up baru nak ngaku xgF ek..
l0l~... wuteva la..

3 wix, 3 dayz~

I always wanna be with y0u.

Life is t0o sh0rt.

Kiss sl0wly,laugh insanely.

L0ve truly, and f0rgive quickly.

Laugh y0ur heart 0ut.

Dance in the rain.

Cherish the mem0ries.

Ign0re the pain,L0ve and learn.

F0rget and f0rgive.

Because remember.

Y0u 0nly have 0ne life t0 live.

This is true.

"It takes a minute t0 have a crush 0n s0me0ne.

It takes an h0ur t0 like s0me0ne.

It takes a day t0 l0ve s0me0ne.

But it takes a lifetime t0 f0rget s0me0ne."

I w0nder.

"If n0thing lasts f0rever.

Can I be y0ur n0thing?"