17 h0urs awake~

yerp2..17 h0urs awake..fr0m 3.30pm, 31st 0ct 2008 till now..8.40am, 1st n0v 2008..heehee..smlm ptg sentral, jmpe fizi jap..igt aunty adew, nak gaji d0e!!..then da b0san lepak sane g pavi..c0ffee jelly da abes!!..sangat ketensionan..huuhu..s0 aq p0wn beli JAVA chIp..dapat free l0lipop ag..Irna wat muke xbesalah je td..heehee..d0wg pelik tgk aq pakek baju kur0ng..heehee..dari sentral till pavi..

Rudy 's0' kate.."FAtIn dear, since when pakai baju kurong? Da insaf ye"..
wAn *bux lak tetibe je.."Asal k0 muke cam de masalah je?..Nape.."
IrnA *bux lagy best.."merah k0t"
sHah *bux seny0m2..pastuh die kate.."Baju kur0nggggggg"

hampeh je k0wg..lepak jap je td, dIn xdew..xbest sgt..pastuh balik umah samb0ng on9 sampai lebam..update bl0g neh..tetibe je td adew idea..nak merepek sal me, myself & i..ade chapter 1, chapter 2, chapter 3..& adew byk lagy chapter..st0ry bout me, my fwen & de ckit sal l0ve life..tHings i've d0ne..stakat neh de 3 chapter je..mlm kang or esk laa sambong..Jap g nak g umah chapix!!..maybe 2day xnak drift..xtd0w laa..echal je laa drive..gwe malas...

Alib!!..2pm kat A dan W, Taman Jaye..Jgn lambat!!

Btw, heppy bDay FIe, chapIx,dIn0, aUs, FadIl & keli!!..
wish u all gud lux thr0ugh0ut these life..
g0d bless u guys..AMINNNNN~..

chapter 3~

c0llege life.


1st jUly 2006..
L0cati0n: Unitar Pj..

It's my 3rd time being there..B4 this dtg stakat nak uSha2 jew..But this time it's diff. cuz it's my reg. day..aT last mas0k c0llege gak..haaha..Xcited k0t..I rmmber that day ade nampak affar & ninie..2owg neh je yg aq prasan that time..panas tol time tuh..1st isik b0rg pe tah kat bwh..Dari bawah, g naik atas..Then masuk bilik neh tggu ape tah..Pastuh g bilik blakang byr pe yg pat0t....Ad0yaii..Manyak t0ll pr0cess..Last2 abes gak~..Glew penat..balik tuh lak g beli baju..heehee..


3rd July 2006..
Locati0n: Putra Taman Jaya..

Cuak glew!!..Tuh je yg adew dlm pale 0tak aq time tuh..xtaw nape..tP seyes cUak..huuhu..Dari trun putra aq pasan de 1 minah neh..Kemeje putih, suar itam..Tie!..saH..k0mp0m!..dak baru~..skema abes laa katekan..hmm..nak teg0 ke xnak?...ad0yaii..aq neh da arr pemalu..huuhu...hMm...keyh2,give a shot la~


Me: Excuse me..Dak baru ke?

You: Yeah..

Me: Fatin.. :)

You: Hajar.. :)

Start from that m0ment, she's my besties eva!..

*dialog adalah rekaan semate2, sbb da lupe l0rr..



From DHM t0 DCA..aq la tuh..kalo xsbb minah atas neh..mmg laaa aq 1 gr0up ngan 0ya..ntah2 aq p0wn jadik kaki kipas lect..haahaa..Thx babe..I guess that what i want k0t..Da xdew ch0ice kan..sab0 je laa..0wh yea..hajar DCA 29 gr0up 1..aq lak DCA 29 gr0up 2..huuhu..At 1st classmate de ramei...i think ar0und 40 kot..tHat time gr0up ngan pejal,elly,ain,yda & aqi..oUr gr0up named 0urselF 'SEA-PUT'..That time aq laa ce0~..waahaahaa...


Stakat neh, neh laa yg aq da blaj0..de 2 je lagy paper..Actually 1, lagy 1 tuh just presentati0n ajew..heehee

Course Code - Course Name Status Grade ULC0013 - English 1 EXEMPTED -- ULC0123 - English 2 EXEMPTED -- ULD1133 - English 3 EXEMPTED -- MPW1113 - Bahasa Kebangsaan A EXEMPTED -- HUD1002 - Introduction To Hospitality Management Completed A HAD1013 - Principles of Accounting Completed B- HMD2003 - Principle of Management Completed C HMD2103 - Principles of Marketing Completed B- HMD2203 - Human Resource Management Completed C+ HHD1143 - Food and Beverage Service Operation Completed A HHD1153 - Purchasing and Cost and Control Completed A- HCD2053 - Pastry & Cake Completed C HCD2203 - International Cuisine Completed A- HCD1214 - Basic Cookery Completed A HUD1004 - Introduction to Entrepreneurship Completed B- MPW1133 - Pengajian Malaysia Completed B- MPW1143 - Pengajian Islam Completed C+ HUD2002 - Hospitality Work Ethics Completed B+ HCD2304 - Food Innovations and Design Completed A- HCD2503 - Restaurant Management Completed A- HMD2513 - Legal Aspects in Hospitality Industry Completed B+ HCD1023 - Fundamentals of Food Completed A HCD2154 - Hotel Cookery Completed B+ HCD2504 - Food Service Sanitation Completed A HID1033 - Computer Applications for Hospitality Industry Completed A+

Ade1 lagy subject xmasok!!...
Ape acct tah..tuh dpt C!
haahaa...

*c0ntnue lagy laa nti...

chapter 2~

Chenta 0h Chenta...

Chenta?..
Bak kate Melly g0eslow..~
Ada apa dgn cinta..
Berbeda amat ku dan engkau..
heehee..

f0r me..Chenta itu amat mahal takrifnya..Sbb 2 lah yg dfitrahkan 0leh ALLAH S.W.T kpd hambanye..kal0 Chenta hanya trtUlis pada perkataan..mesti xdapat kite lihat pd zahIrnye..Cuz l0ve is resp0nsibility..t0l x?..dari tggungjawab lahirlah h0nesty & trust..Igt pada yg 1..Jujur pd yg setIa..SetIa pd yg kasIh..KasIh pd yg rIndu..& RIndu pd yg sayang..cHenta xkan dpt kal0 kIte xcarIk..Tp xkan dApat jUgak If xde sape nak kasik..s0,carIk kene la pd yg sudi..Bkn minta pd yg sImpatI.. :)

Chenta pertame?..sape eh..canT rmmber..tp stakat neh ade laa few guys yg pnh jadik my b0yF..cUrrently, I'm in a relati0nship..heehee..
Time f0rm 4 dulu ade laa b0yF..name die RIzal..That time i baru je 16 & he's 21..jarak 5 tahon..1 m0nth je tahan cuz he's 0ld..He's 2 matured..+ my m0m xskew!!...i p0wn xskew gak..haahaa..gatal d0e mamat tuh..nyampah!..s0 break up & that time pindah j0h0r..that time xrase pape pown..Biase je,as if nothing happen..Fyi,he's d 1 yg ajar lepak *bux!!..heehee..[Rhumba Frapp]..Kt0wg da l0st c0ntact..ALHAMDULILLAH...heehee..

My b0yF num 2 Is dJ bliss..Time neh i f0rm 5..i kat J0h0r..die kat kl...[LDR]..hehe..he's 20 time tuh..k0t..xhengat laa...jmpe 0nce a m0nth je..ngan die neh slalu lepak Klcc..die skew sgt g ctu..i xskew p0wn..sbb cam xbest k0t..ngan die 2x break up..1st i mintak..then 2nd die mintak..Break up sbb Ph0ne..Sgt b0d0..Igt2 balik rase b0d0 lak nAnes2 dulu..Cam buang karen je..He's my seni0r kat c0llege..2 m0nths b4 i start c0llege kt0wg break..S0 kalo jmpe kat c0llege je cam pelik sket..k0t?..ntah laa..[cik PUTERI igt k0t cter neh..]..Till n0w die xde gF..Memilih sgt..heehee..Kt0wg de gak laa calling2..Slalu die la,ajak lepak..Tp,malas arr...

hMm..b0yF num 3 is IFwAt~..paling lame k0t..1 yrs..Buang mase sgt..dunno y,tp bengang sgt ngan die..k0wg p0wn bengang kan?..i n0e2..I shud listen 2 u cik PUTERI..I met him kat c0llege..my classmate..at 1st, nyampah glew d0e!..seyes..Tp benci tande syg?..eh?..wuts0eva la..4 him, m0ney can buy happiness..but then n0t 4 me..He spoiled me..I'm not D materialistic type..But he made me be 1..haahaa..Cakap je nak ape, sure dpt..huuhu..Ari2 bekepit..Cam belangkas?..wuteva laa..s0 last2 break up..cuz die de gF lain!!..HAMPEH~...

Few m0nths pas break uP..i knL ngan eman..die s0wg kawan yg besh!!..sempat gak scandal?..heehee..xlame pas tuh things change..neway, he's a g0od fwen..kewl la weh~
i think i've changed..that time da ready nak ade b0yF..s0 i let g0 of evrything..start new life..new chapter.. :)

my new cHapter..my new lIfe..my b0yF..mIsta K..kenal die baru 6 bLn..heehe..die neh straight 4ward..best2..sbb xhIp0krit..t0day da 2m0nths, 3 wIx & 5days we've been 2gthr..he's 25 & I'm 20~heehe..I mish him..masuk ari neh da 1 bulan, 1 mggu & 6 ari x g datIng..heehee...die garang tp chumil.. :)
we l0ved 2 hang0ut kat pavI..slalu datIng ctu jew..heehee..we l0ved m0vies..& *bux!!..I xskew ch0c cream..tp die skew glew...Skew his hairstyle..m0hawk!..skew sgt..xtaw nape..He HEART photography..snAp2..I lak l0ve d results..Pix2 yg die snap..I HEART photography gak but then xleh lawan die laa..he's the sIfu!..haaha..I l0ve taking pix but then my own pix.. ;p
I l0ve u sHayg!!!...mmWahx~
merepek suda...

0wh yea,dak skola tuh..ex b0yF aq?..haaha..my b0yF ade gak laa kutuk2 dulu..hehe..
*c0ntnue chapter 3 nti~

Me, myself & I...

Me, myselF & i...

Me..My name is ?..[Ask me laa]..I arrived 'here' on Tuesday, the nInth day of AugUst 1988, at 8.56am..Female..My gramma de darah Jawe+Nyonya?..Atok lak de mIxed bugIs+IndIan eh?..Pastuh Thai laa, ape laa..Mcm2 laa..But then I'm Malay!..Islam keyh..Neway I'm MALAYSIAN n0t SEMBOYAN..cik PUTER, tlg jgn terpengaruh ngan EnheK key0n tuhI!..haahaa..I g0t B +ve bl0od..Mak kate 'Ik0t Bapak k0'..Cuz my m0m & my br0k O type bl0od..Kesian aq..huuhu..I got 2 sIblings..Me & my brok..He's 19 this year..I l0ve hIm, but i d0n't admit..

Since kecik2..my at0k & nenek + my uncle & aunt's slalu g PD..mandi la0t!!..wheehee..Back then gwe puteh babe!..seyes..Byk gak laa pix2 mand mande kat laot dulu..cam anak cin0..heehe..When i were 3 or 4 yrs oLd..i went 2 ape tah name tadika tuh..me & my cuzin arr..b0th of cuz sgt xskew..cuz dowg GARANG!!..seyes..Then time 5 tah0n skola kat 'Tadika Melody'..Best sgt kat ctu, even though byk cine..A year there, then m0ve on 2 Pra-Skola..Ctu lagy best..I met l0ts of new friend..Ariff, Kamil, Dina, Sarah,Emma, Miza & ramei lagy...Can't rmmber laa..but then sgt best kat ctu..budak2..taw main2 je..blaja p0wn ape laa sgt..kan?

Standard 1 till 6 kat SKTM..Time neh study ajew..Skema laa katekan..Xbanyak acare p0wn..Budak2 lagy..Xtaw pape..heehee..F0rm 1 tIll 4[march] kat SMKTM..neh zaman best...High sk0l~..heehee..nj0y byk sGt..aCtive byk sgt..ari2 mas0k 'acara l0mpat pagar sk0la'..'lari 100 mtr'..[padahal kene keja ngan pak guard]..my m0m can't take it..s0, she sent me 2 j0h0r..sedey banget deh..tggalkan mmber2..HOMESICK glew time neh..mendap..huuhu..but then life must g0 on..s0..f0rm 4[april] till 5 kat SMKCC..huuhu..culture shock?..nggak...i just act n0rmal..d0 wut i used 2 d0..biase2 suda..but then my classmate ctu yg cam 'culture shock'..kesian d0wg..I n0e kowg xleh trime care aq..F0rm 4 ramei yg cam kutuk2..'0tai KL'?..WTF?..Pls laa STFU!!..bUt then ti,e f0rm 5..d0wg gak yg tetibe je baik2 ngan aq..pelik2..wuts0eva laa..aq biase suda...

Currently i study kat UNITAR ng0x!..Dip. In Culinary Arts..It's not wut i really wanted..But i have n0 ch0ice..Amek je laa..lagy 1 sem je..Back in 2006 kt0wg kat pJ..s0 evrythg c0mplete..sng je..Rajen je nak g c0llege..sbb de ACAI & NASIK KANDAR!!..whehee..best 0o0o..then Jan 2008 pindah kJ..Sume jadik lain..Sume malas..Xrase cam g c0llege p0wn..Maybe the envir0nment..Sgt URBAN?..n0pe2..semak!..Graduating n0v 2009 @ PICC~..AMINN..Can't wait 2 fin my DIP..Then i think i might be c0nt. my deg..Maybe UITM k0t..This time nak amek bende yg i really want!..I h0pe my m0m will understnd..Masak2 is s0 n0t me..heehee...Xtaw nak amek pe d0e..PENING2..Sume nak..tP xtaw ape yg nak sgt2..Ntah arr..now just nak abeskan dulu..That day ade gak rase nak quit..But then syg oo..lagy 1 sem je d0e..Sab0r2..Betahan!!..hUuhu..

All You Wanted

I wanted to be like you
I wanted everything
So I tried to be like you
And I got swept away

I didn't know that it was so cold
And you needed someone
to show you the way
So I took your hand and we figured out
That when the tide comes
I'd take you away

If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted
was somebody who cares

I'm sinking slowly
So hurry hold me
Your hand is all I have to keep me hanging on
Please can you tell me
So I can finally see
Where you go when you're gone

If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted
was somebody who cares

All you wanted was somebody who cares
If you need me you know I'll be there
Oh, yeah

If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted
was somebody who cares

Please can you tell me
So I can finally see
Where you go when you're gone

merepek..

besties2..k0wg neh laa penyeri id0p aq..heehee..ye k0t..cik PUTERI ngan pr0b die..cik NADIA ngan pr0b die..aq?..ade gak pr0b k0t..heehe..4 me kal0 xde pr0b bkn life laa name nyew..aite?..but then kalo asek de pr0b je..mamp0s la..huuhu..xlarat oww id0p full of pr0b..ppl deserve 2 be free..free fr0m pr0bs..kan2?..

cik NADIA grad this year..c0ngratz babe!!..have fUn 0n y0ur graduati0n day..nam0 tensi2..jgn sal minah tuh k0 masam muke lak..okeyh?..kewl taw..I'm graduating nex year..n0v 2009!!..PICC, wait 4 me keyh?..I'll be there tah0n dpn..INSYAALLAH...AMINN~..

cik PUTERI..It's n0t y0ur fault dear..She's the 1 wh0 messed uo with the wr0ng gUrl..aite?..she's the1 wh0 cr0ssed d line..n0t u..s0 plsss laa..st0p blame y0urself..If n0t..k0 tggu s0k kat A dan W..jgn sampei aq sepak k0 laju2..heehee...

cik NUR..heehee..ape pr0b?..xdak!!..haahaa..xtaw laa ape pr0b ku..hmm..
kasi pk jap la...c0ntnue l8r~

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