JaLaN2 d pAvi..

[31st Jan 2009]

Aku ke pavi td..Tgk m0vie, uNderw0rLd 3 : rIse 0F the LycAns..huhux..Ar0und 3.45pm sampei pavi..Lepak *bux jap, then k0l 4.15 baru g beli tix..Mmg terbaek~..LAst2 seat depan skali..haahaahaa..Da mcm hape daa, tP layan arrr..Aku hengat dulu kuar ngan AdAm tgk Alexender, d0k dpn skali..haahaa..Saket gak laa tengk0k aku..Cter tuh agak layan arr..S0nia's lips sgt g0jes..Plus taring die, mmg semart!

Abes m0vie aku g mlawat mmber lame kat m0F..Epie kasik feberet gelat0 kuh..'Raspberry'..wheehee..Layan..Then say hYe t0 Vict0r & nIck..Kesian nIck, saket..haahaa..Then hArIes g beli 0k0k & lepak tangge blakang..Lame gak arr lepak ctu, d0k igt cter lame..haahaa..Da agak b0san & sej0k kt0wg lepak *bux ag..dIn nggak ada, Wan p0wn xde..Irna je ade, kesian minah tuh, jarinye patah..Jat0h kat t0il0t..ngehehe..Agak kechumilan arr gak..

Aku agak ngant0k & penat..Tp lepak je..Hengat nak jumpe nAIm jap, but then mane pegy tah mamat tuh..Td ye2 je nak jumpe..Gedik arr u..huhux..Agak2 da penat b0rak & gelak & sap 0k0k kt0wg gerak..Ade arr dlm 5 minit jalan nak g his mini - mini c0oper..hehee..Dari E ke A..Mmg dr ujung dunia ke ujung dunia t0l..Redh0 je laa..haahaa..Btw, thx yerp..Layan weh t0day, s0k?..Picnik?..Z0o?..Tmn?..hmm..

I bel0ng t0 me~

It's not that I don't wanna share my life with you baby
It's just that I'm the one I need to be true to baby
And I won't give up me to be part of you
It's not that I don't wanna have you in my life baby
It's just you gotta know that it's got to be right baby
Before I open up my heart to you

I gotta let you know before I let you in, baby
That who I am is not about who I am with, baby
That don't mean I don't wanna be here with you, I do
I don't need somebody to complete me
I want you to know
I'll give up my love but I'm not giving up my soul

Love don't mean changing who you are to be
Who somebody wants you to be
Nobody's got to belong to nobody
I belong to me
I don't belong to you
My heart is my possession
I'll be my own reflection

ring, ting ting..

I f0und my ring, 2days ag0..
wheehee..

hapy bDay..[bLated]..

[28th Jan 2009]

happy b'Day AdAm~
I wish u luck & happiness..
Thr0ugh 0ut these year & life..
I mish u damn much dear..
Wish thing we're g0od like b4~
hmmm.. (:

truth..lies..

I n0e all the truth..
& I n0e all the lies..
I'm n0t happy..
& I'm n0t upset..
I'm c0nfused..
T0tally c0nfused..
But I'm sure..
Things happen 4 a reas0n..

*redh0*

lIfe sux..l0ve sux..b0ys sux..

l0ve hUrts..

b0ys liEs..

friEndS crY..

pE0plE diE..

pArEnts YelL..

y0u alWaYs try..

bUt u're nvR be g0od en0ugh..

& y0u d0nT kn0w whY~

My ring's missing, again..

This is the 2nd time..I l0st my ring, again..The 1st 0ne, i think i left it in my l0cker..At Ritz Carlt0n, 0r in the kitchen..Can't really remember..I really l0ve that ring..*Redh0*..
Early this m0rning, just realize i l0st my 0ther ring..Dem~..I can't remember where i put the stupid ring..Think..Think..huhux~..

I remember, I w0re it 2 Jusc0..Then when I g0t back, I marinate s0me chic..[I w0rre it 0n my left hand side]..When upstairs, straight 2 my r0om..0n9 then decide 2 take a bath..Then i 4g0t everything..If I'm n0t mistaken, I put my ring 0n my bed..Then..HILANG!!..

I wanted a ring, a new ring..S0me1?.. (:

em0 ke..

[25th Jan 2009]

Bgn smlm k0l 6pm, seyes aku xlarat nk bgn..Pian txt aku xreply..Naim txt aku xreply, call dr die p0wn xterjawab..Nadia txt p0wn xreply..Haja txt p0wn aku xreply..Keletihan sgt..huhux..Dem~..Peri0d lak..Sialan t0l..N0 w0nder td0w xbgn2..huhux..& n0 w0nder aku d0k em0 smlm..P0st bl0g kat mespes, merepek sal 'guys sux'..hmm..Saket..Tuh je yg bley cakap..Da xde idea nak wat pe..Panad0l pink?..Tuh my last res0rt..Seb0leh2 xnak mkn, tp saket die xleh tahan..Xpe, bertahan !..G jusc0 td lagy arr, da smacam je aku rase..M0od aku smcam sgt..& time d0k ym td aku d0k terigat kat Key0n lak..Ad0yaii..Lagy rr parah..huhux..Tetibe je teriigt..Dem arr..T0l0ng arr, aku xnak igt sal k0..Tp nape terigt weh?..Menci arr..Eee..[em0 balik]..hmm~

SembilaN RinggiT, Enam PuluH SeN

Tix bus U32
= rm 2.00
Kay Ep See
= F0C
Tall, H0t ch0c
= F0C
Cab
= rm 3.70
Teh Tarek x2
= rm 2.40
R0ti tel0
= rm 1.50
Grand T0tal = Rm 9.60

Lepak pavi spend less than 10 hengget..
1st time eva weh~..
Thx nIck..& Thx wAn..

*nex time 0rder kat pick up c0unter*

Layan~

Balik 7e td aku d0k 0n9 aje, sambil tgk cter 'Tuxed0'..Besh arr, lame xtgk..Then cik FatIn ajak lepak p0ol ngan cuzin2 die..hmm..Aku penat tp alang2 ade kete y n0t..Half h0ur after that she txt me..Ajak lepak Steven lak..0kies aje, xde hal k0t..ngeheehee..1.30 aku siap & kuar..Mmg xbesalah aje..Hariz nek ngan akuh, layan kan aje..Mule2 aku f0ll0w je blakang die..Lepas je ess0, aku lenjan ar..

Aku mmg nak g lane kanan skali..Da gear bape aku xpasan dah..tup2..Alahai~..Pacik aku ngah nak alihkan c0ne 0range lak..Sial!!..*Hariz, seatbelt!!*..heehee..Mmg sl0w je, ik0t lane tgh..Aku seny0m & siap tata kat d0wg sume..ngeheeheehee..Aish..xleh blah t0l..Then 5 min pastuh sampei arr kat slek0h Steven tuh..Fuck arr!!..*Hariz!..seatbelt~*..Dem..Maseng2 wat muke kewl keyh~..

Mamat tuh bukak cap..Sampei je kat pacik aku tuh, seny0m suda..ngeheehee..lame gak arr die tgk Hariz, mmg aku nak gelak..Lepas~..Angkat tangan & seny0m sampei tlinge..Slamat d0e..Da arr lesen aku xpired..Carik parking ar, seb baek ade..Bet0l2 dpn Steven..Akak k0 mane weh??..Lame nyew, jgn arr kant0i..Mati kite sume kang..heehe..*Whee*..Lepas gak..Lepak sampei lebam..Baru k0l 2, tp ramei k0t..

Update kan diri maseng2 ngan g0ssip terbaru..Dem arr!..0k0k baru je beli td, da tggal half..huhux..Sedey lak..Thx weh, aku lupe ape name mamat tuh..*s0rry*..0ee Feeza, asal k0 lagy advance?..Caneh arr dak2 skunk an?..ngeheehee..I had fun, mmg pnt arr..Tp layan~..K0wg arr 'Singap0rean' yg xs0mbunk..Salute la weh!..Ar0und 4, bayar arr pe lagy..Ane tuh xm0 duet aku rase..ngeheehee..Balik aku anta Hariz & isap 0k0k jap kat p0ol..Then 4.30 camtuh..Bye cik Fatin..BAlik~

[24th Jan 2009..]

Freakin sleepy bebeh!..Have 2 w0ke up early..[12pm early ke?]..Dem~..Mak!!..Penat laa mau td0w..huhux...Cuci muke, shirt & jeans..Then g amek kete jap..heehee..Ar0und 1.30 gerak g Subang, ik0t mrr2..Straight je, tp jam lak..Siak!!..Kaki da smacam je..Alm0st a m0nth xbwk kete manual..Tp layan aje..ngeheehee... :D

Sampei je aku d0k usha baju..Lame gak arr, last2..Aku beli 3 baju je..BAju kur0ng purple tp cam pinkish sket..Then pink kebaya..& 1 baju 0range..Leh pakek ngan skinny kuh..Semart~..Asal aku beli baju kur0ng & kebaya tuh p0wn xtaw..Aku mmg begitu, nk aje..Da ade, simpan suda..Atleast ade..

Lame gak kat ctu, k0l 4.30 blah arr..Seb baek xjam..Mmg aku d0k lenjan je arr kete tuh..Layan babe, bunyik ekz0s die mmg bley wat gad0..Biase arr da tambah t0lak kan..ngeheehee..xsampai k0l 5 aku da ade dpn umah..Mmg cam laju ak arr td, kesian nenek aku..kene buli ngan akuh..S0rry nek!..

Balik je tr0s 0n9 till 8.30..Then masak sket, sndri mkn an..huhux..K0l 9 lepak umah Kak Imah till 11..Balik jap, then kuar alik g 7e..Beli st0k laa pe lagy..Pastuh akU 0n9 rrr..haahaahaa...Dlm k0l 12 gak arr au sampai..Penat sangat~.. (:

3 bl0ndies..

[23rd Jan 2009]

*FAtEn & FIzI & FArA*

Aku kat bus st0p, d0k tggu bus[1.45pm]..Sempat gak call Haja td..Ngadu naseb kat die jap..haahaa..Btw, aku ade class 2.30 kang!Dammit~..Aku kelewatan tahap INFINITI!!..huhux..Neh sume gare2 aku d0k 0bses dpn n0teb0ok mak akuh yg kecik lagy chumIl neh..ngeeheehee..Abes mand aku d0k pk ape mau pakai..Lame gak pK..Last2 t's & jeans je laa..&kas0t kalis peluru..

Skip!..Dammit..Aku da berazam xnak skip sem neh..Rabu ari tuh kureng sehat, t0tal da 3x skip..Mase 1st class xg, sbb mase tuh aku tgh bratur tuk reg ..Kire skip gak ek?..K0l 2 baru de bus, it's friday bebeh..Mmg lmbat laa bus..huhux..Aku ke pavi, jmpe Fizi & Fara..Mmber2 kat Swiss dulu..2.45 camtuh baru sampei bb..Jalan bapak jam, cam shial je..

Dlm k0l 3 Fizi sampei, kal0 tggu Fara mmg lama lagy arr..s0 kt0g lepak *bux pavi I..Ade arr dkt sejam tggu die..Last2 sampai gak die & b0yF die..Then tmn d0wg mkn dulu..Abes mkn isap 0k0k..Dlm 5.30 nIck call, g lepak sama die jap..D0wg g tgk2 baju..6.30 baru aku jmpe d0wg..D0wg d0k igt nIck tuh skandal kuh..HAMPEH~

Penat wind0w sh0pping, last2 mmg *bux pavi I arr pe lagy~..Ngeheehee..Lepak2, min0m2, makan2..[g0m0k arr caneh!]..Dammit t0l..Snap a few pix, 10 2 be exact..l0l~..8.30 Fara & b0yF die balik..Aku & Fizi jln2 sket..9.30 maseng2 pulang..Aku lepak mamak tepi p0ol sbentar..Update kan diri maseng2..me & FatIn kuh..Ar0und 12 am aku pulang...& 0n9 till n0w..3.21am!!

22012009...[part2]

Ar0und 12pm, aku sampei bb..hmm..Epie xkije lak ari neh, kal0 x leh arr lepak2 jap..Nick kije die kate, s0 ke pavI la jwb nyew..Sampai pavI aku call nIck..He's at h0me, k0l 2 kang mas0k kije..Mmg xkan g m0F ar..Last2, *bux pavi I gak arr l0kasi..l0l~..'Tall h0t ch0c, s0y pls'..[10 ringgit please]..lalalala..Xbesalah je kan?..Wuteva la weh..Lepak2..D0k c0nteng2 tissue, mmg h0bi kal0 lepak *bux..

K0l 1, pIan txt..Die da kat bts, aku s0h die dtg *bux pavi..Tp die xsure kat ner, s0 last2 aku gerak g Sg.Wang..1.15 camtuh aku sampei, die tggu bet0l2 dpn entrance..Bag0s kan?..l0l~..Alahai, kiut la plak..Sh0rt, t's & siper jep0n..It's a very g0od c0mbinati0n..haahaahaa..Guys kal0 paek camtuh mmg kiut kan babe??.. :D

B0san glew lepak Sg.Wang..ho0h0..Last2 g bTs..Lepak2, b0rak2, gelak2..Besh, layan je..Aku kal0 xtd0w, mmg glew sket..Lal0k & manyak glew cakap!..Then lepak mekdi..ch0c sundae..Lame xmkn d0e..wheeheehee..Layan kan aje, nak b0ik0t pk 2,3 x gak arr..[k0wg pk arr sndri]..

Aku kepenatan, g b0rders jap..Bace c0mix..l0l~..Then ar0und 4, gerak balik umah!!..Aku ngant0k~..K0l 5 gak arr sampei umah..Panas glew smlm..Balik2 tr0s 0n9, yM leh je 0n..Tp IE & m0zilla aku wat hal lak!!..wutdefak weh??..redh0 je laa..kan??..Wuteva laa, aku penat sgt!..Td0w sampei lebam..Haja msg p0wn aku bace je..Mak aku pggl mkn p0wn aku iye kan je..7.30am, 23rd Jan aku bgn..Alm0st half day aku membute!!!..

As f0r the c0nclusi0n, evnth0ugh aku xdapat tgk m0vie free..Aku XKESA!!..Em0 la lagy, i d0n't give a damn la weh!!..Sbb aku dapat lepak ngan pIAn d0d0l..Jgn mare ye, 'd0d0l' kan kiut..Kan2?..ngeheeheehee..Anyway, I really had fun..Thx yerp (:

22012009...[part 1]

Seharian tak td0w, d0k 0n9..Sampai lebam..Mate merah,seyes kepedehan..Tp kemalasan nak td0w tuh mmg max glew..Ngeheehe..Td, Ijat call..Tetibe je mamat tuh call, ntah ape arr mimpi..Windu aku k0n0n..P0ys aje mmber aku s0wg tuh..Seb0k suh tr0n Kuantan..Nak lepak besame..Haja, j0m g Kuantan!..Die bley bwk kite lepak TC~..

Pagy2 aku d0k yM ngan mmber aku, tnye die what shud i wear t0day..Nak g tgk wayg k0n0n nyew..Aku terlewat, salah bajet time..Yerp, aku ngak salah aku..Aku ngaku ar..Tp mmber aku em0 lak~..Cam shial!!..Mmg bengang glew, aku da siap..Dgn xtd0w, da 0tw..K0 leh lak nak em02..Mmg aku panas arr..Last2 aku s0h die tgk s0wg2..huhux..

Baru 10.30am..hmm..Kedai & sh0pping mall sume baru bukak, glew mendap..Call sape yg ade..Haja xagkat ph0ne, td0w k0t..Dida lak, nak g umah cuzin gF die..Epie, td0w lagy..hmm..Pian?..Call je la, igt nak b0rak..Last2 die nak teman aku lepak..huhux..Bangi t0 bB..Ja0h k0t, kesian lak..Tp die kate xpe..s0?..0n aje! :D

Awin!!..Aku d0k jerit kat bus st0p tuh..Mmber aku, sk0olmate dulu..Die nmpak aku td, then die patah balik..Lepak2..Sap 0k0k & update sket2..Ngeheehee..3, 4 bus jugak lalu..1 p0wn xnaek...11.40am, stelah m0re than half h0ur b0rak..Awin gerak, kije la katekan..Aku lak nek Bas..G pavI!!..Mau jmpe pIAn d0d0L kat bB k0l 1 0r 2 kang.............

Pari pari di bawah angiN.. (:

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Time needed..

I need time, I really need time..Is 4 m0ths & 10 days en0ugh 2 4get him?..I'm afraid it's n0t en0ugh..It t0ok me alm0st half year 2 4get my xb0yF..Time past by, I n0e 1 day I'll wake up & n0t g0nna think b0ut him..As if i 4get everything..hmm..1 day babe, 1 day..S0oner 0r later, I will 4get u!..haahaahaa..En0ugh b0ut my xb0yF..ngee.. :D

This p0st is 4 my 'gedik'..haahaa..I met this guy, early this year..I've kn0wn him since Dec 2008..He's kinda have this 'l0vey d0vey' thinggy with me..But then, I'm n0t..ngee..But f0r real, I d0 like him..But it's t0o early 2 talk b0ut feeling & all th0se l0vey d0vey thinggy..& yeah, I'm n0t ready 2 c0mmit..I need time 2 n0e him much m0re & better..Rite?..

Anyway, we've seen each 0ther just 6x..l0l~..It's t0o early rite?..hmm..That day he kinda purp0se 2 me, but i reject nicely [thx 4 being understanding]..It's all cuz I'm n0t ready..Plus I d0n't wanna b0yF 4 n0w..I wanna fin my dip 1st..Few m0nth left..wheehee..He said he'll wait till I fin my studies..F0r real?..[We'll see b0ut that l8r]..

Am I d0ing the right thing?..Am I the best 4 u?..Are u the 1 I've been waiting 4?..hmm..All i can say is, we'll see b0ut that..0nly g0d n0e's dear..huhux..I'm g0nna mish u gedik!..Mish sket je keyh..Jgn lupe menggedik ngan u're m0m nti..l0l~ :p

18 Jan 2009...

Smlm aku x0n9, sbb xde lapt0p..Macam harem~..D0k mendap dlm bilik fr0m 1am till 6am..Ape je aku wat eh..hmm..D0k dgr lagu & sm0ke..l0l~..Then td0w till 11.58am..Da few days asek terjage tme camtuh..11.50am,11.58am, 11.59am..B4 12pm mmg akan terjage, nape ek?..Cam pelik je..Anyway, sejam pastuh nAIm txt..Aku ngan mamai2 d0 mereply msg..Then tertd0w sbb bibir aku kering glew & pedih nak mamp0s!..

Just realize da 2 bulan 10 hari aku dlm 'Iddah'..haahaa..An0ther 2 m0nths 2 g0!!..wheeheehee..I'm very happy?..Ye ke?..Ntah laa..These few days aku cam d0k terigt kat die..huhux~..Xleh blah t0l!..Wuteva laaa..Cam kejap je aku rase, 2 bulan lagy..Am I capable?..Izzit en0ugh time 2 4get him?..I'm w0rried & I'm kinda scared..Dunn0 y..l0l~

mEet UnCle hUsseIn mng AJL 23~..wheeheehee...Indie bAnd mmg kewl la weh!..haaha..Aku d0k layan MuH since aku f0rm 4 [2004]..Lagu 'Khayalan'..Xsilap aku..Glew t0l..l0l~..& Aku d0k layan 'Lagu Untukmu' sbb lagu tuh mmg t0k IFwAt..Sbb ituh mmg seswai tuk ape yg k0 buat kat aku..haahaahaa..Aku tau k0 mmg bengang evrytime aku melalak lagu tuh..dush!..Amek k0 sbijik~

Budak Sk0la...

Aku td0w k0l 7.30 am!..huhux..Class k0l 2.30, s0 xde hal arr..K0l 9 Pian d0d0l kej0t akuh..heehee..Thx ye..I xlarat sgt, tr0s smb0ng td0w!!..haaha...Dlm k0l 10.25 nAIm lak kej0t, & yeah..Aku k0n0n2 bgn..hehee..Dlm 10.30 lak si Ifwat call..Tnye nak g caner..Die nak drive, but then suh aku g LRT Cempaka..Mmg xnak arr..Penat akuh,nak saving duet k0t..heehe..

Sedap glew td0w, cik Nadia aku txt..'Club Med j0mm!'..heh?..Dgn keBLURRan..Aku xreply, samb0ng td0w lg..heehe..Sampai laaa 11.50 am!!..Dammit!!..haaha..Ifwat call, die nk dtg amek kat umah..wahaahaa...Sng sket id0p..bag0s2..Aku igt nak rushing, but then x..Aku bgn, g mand..Cuci ramb0t..heehe..Then ir0n baju..haaha..12.40 die sampai..

Jam glew td, mamat tuh x g smyg jmaat..Bkn salah aku!..Die yg lmbat..haaha..Aku g class tdpakek baju kur0ng putih, kain itam..& kas0t 'KUBU'..Seyes cam dak sk0la..G parking kat Giant KJ..Then mamat tuh bising sbb kas0t tuh da cam harem~..Mmg seyes cam harem..0ld sk0ol abes d0e..Last2 di suh pakek kas0t die..Da cam ape daaa..huhux..

Haja, k0 imagine arr..Baju kur0ng PUTIH..Kain HITAM..Kas0t Adidas Super* PUTIH..Bag sling Nine wEst..haaha..Kas0t ituh mmg Smart..aku sukak..Damn~..Mmg cam dak sk0la, da arr baju cam bes0..eee..Bengang aku..Sir Azrin kate aku cam pelik..Btw, he's married ek?..Si0t glew, Xemp0t kite..haahaa..0wh yea, lupe nak amek pix td..cam nggak ada, tggu je laa..hmm~

0wh yea, balik td singgah Tesc0 Ampang..g mkn kFc jap..haahaa..Penat aku tmn ituh mamat g bay0 saman, plus aku d0k tunj0k jLn..Aku x drive..haaha..& Time balik ade a gr0up 0f sk0ol kidd0..D0k usha2 aku..Si0t je..Aku bukan dak sk0la weh!!..huhux~..Lesen ku mati esk, mau g renew 3 tah0n nye arr.. (:

14 jan 2009...

My 1st day utk class 'catering'..Class 8.30 till 10.30am..huhux..Early m0wnink, i w0ke up..Ik0t mak g Ampg Park, dlm 8.05 sampei Tmn Bhagia..Then nek bas, ar0und 8.20 aku sampei c0llege..Glew cam malas that day, sbb aku xsukak sama ituh lect. d0e..huhux..Aku d0 tggu2..Dlm 8.40 baru die mas0k..HAMPEH glew arr..wUtdEfAk!!..Penat aku dtg cpt2 taw x??..Then blaj0 chptr 1..Xsampai 1 h0ur da abes..Dush!..Glew bengang d0e..Call haja, die tgh td0w, k0l 12 baru nak gerak mid..DammIt~..


Dlm 12 aku gerak g Univ. nek bas g md fr0m thr..Kul 1 aku sampei, xsampai bape min pastuh haja sampai..hehee..Aku bengang sbb kas0t aku cam cibai sket..Then aku bengang ngan Naim..haahaahaa..I da taw mesti u td0w nye..lalalala..Smntare tggu Capix aku lepak ngan 'dak sk0la' tuh jap..Sm0kin sbentar..heehe..Then Capix dtg kt0wg g mKn..Xjadik tgk wayg sbb bajet lari..huhux..Naim d0k call & aku mls nak pick Up..Mraj0k k0n0n..[Blah laa k0 cik NUR]~..Aku mane la reti maj0k2 neh..


Smentare mkn ABC yg Capix blanje kt0wg d0k snap2 pix..Last2 buat 'ph0t0sh0ot' sndri..L0cati0n..Mid Valley & The Gardens (: Cam meng0ng..Tp sr0n0k arr..K0n0n nak jln2 kat Gardens, last2 lepak kat luar je..heehee...Ar0und 5 gerak g Univ. balik..Aku singgah Wangse Maju jap, jmpe ituh 0wg..hahaa..Lepak2 sampai nak lebam..Ar0und 10 gerak balik umah..Wheeheehee..I had fun that day..Neh few pix yg kt0g snap that day..Ade yg candid sndri..Cam besh 0uh..Btw, cam hajar da pulih!..wheeheehee..Sr0n0k arr kite pas neh~

p/s : We l0ve u t0o cApix!!

10012009~

Y0uth09 kat pwtc..
Besh gak..
Hang 0ut ngan 'teman lesbian' ku..
*Cik Puteri*
Neh je pix yg ade..
Cam minah tuh kat can0n center lagy
huhux..
Kas0t kalis peluru die...
kas0t anEm aku..
(:

y0uth09~

Smlm ptg [10th jan 09 ] aku g y0uth 09 kat pwtc..Ngan teman lesbian ku..[wtF]..haahaa..Besties kuh actually..Lame kan kite x lepak same..S0, we meet up kat lrt pwtc dlm k0l 4 xsilap..Then tr0s g, tgk l0m0 wall..Cam manyak glew pix..Semart yg amat d0e!.& 0wg kat sane cam xde laa cr0wd sangat2..Ade gak laa ruang benapas..l0l~

G tgk Battle 0f The Band..Kejap je p0wn sbb time 1 band neh perf0rm kt0wg cam saket tlinge, bingit d0e!..Urgh..Xs0dap lgs0ng..Then mas0k dlm jalan2..Terjmpe Kecik!..Die lain glew..Makin kecik 0r kt0wg yg makin bes0?..Seyes cam pelik..~ Then da pusing2 kt0wg kuar sbb cik PUTERI nak g s0lat..

0tw ke surau mate aku melilau..D0k usha sane sini..Then mase nek tangge tuh aku cam pasan i 0wg neh..Cam penah nmpak je..hmm..Dak sengal tuh!!..Aku txt die & die call..Yeah it's him..Pejal Sengal~..haahaa..Abes s0lat g makan kat 'The Mall'..Tuh 2nd tim lepak f.c0urt ctu..1st ngan Israff..

Then kt0wg tr0n..Aku neh d0k sangap k0pi..But then last2 min0m h0t ch0c je..beli Tall dapat Grande..& Barista ituh ng0x sket..Leh lak kasik ice water dlm espress0 cup, siap saucer ag tuh..S0rry ye kt0wg buli..Bkn selalu..0wh yea, anda se0wg barista yg friendly..Layan weh!.. (:

Lepak2 then ar0und 7.30 cik PUTERI tersrempak mmber die, d0wg j0in kt0wg melepak jap..Pastuh ar0und 8 g pwtc balik tuk smayg magrib..Pastuh balik!!..Sbb masing2 da xtaw nak g mane plus duet ngah sengkek sket..huhux..Xleh blh an, jumpe 0g yg xsangke akan kite jumpe..l0l~

Ar0und 9.15 aku da nak sampai umah..Dari ja0h aku da nampak kete yg aku PANGKAH~..Sdare yg xngaku sdare ade kat umah!..Aku call mak & die kate d0wg ngah dinner..S0 aku decide tuk lepak mamak tepi p0ol dulu..Aku lepak alm0st 1 h0ur then i decde 2 g0 h0me..After all i d0nt give a damn b0ut them..heehe...

Sampai je umah d0wg baru nak balik..Aku ngah kureng aj0 nye mas0k dgn muke xbesalah..Xbukak kas0t p0wn masuk je..Xteg0 xhape..Mmg kureng aj0, tp ape aku kesah..Skew ati aku arr..K0wg tuh yg wwat muke xmalu kan?..heehe..Aku taw prangai aku neh kdg2 cam shial sket but then ade mase aku h0rmat gak 0wg..l0l~

wutdefak...

Ade sesape yg xpuas ati ngan aku?..Kasik taw cepat..Aku xkepahaman t0l arr..heehe..Aku de kac0 b0yF 0r xb0yF 0wg ke?..0r aku de wat salah ngan sape2 ke?..0r xb0yF aku yg mane2 xpuas ati ngan aku ke?..If there is, pls pls & pls tell me..Cuz I wanna settle thing pr0perly..f2f laa d0d0l~..heeheehee..
D0n't u have guts 2 face me?..heehe..Ade ke aku prasan aku cun?..Xde p0wn..Ad0yaii..Payah t0l kal0 0wg yg xpuas ati ngan kite..LAgy2 0wg yg xleh tgk kite sng..Kan cik PUTERI?..*teman lesbian ku* [k0 yg kate]

Nape ek k0 buang mase bace & c0mment plak~
Neh mesti xde kije kan?..Lagy skali aku nak igtkan..Aku da menti0n da mende neh 2x k0t..Neh bl0g aku..S0 skew ati aku la nak merepek ape..Kan?..Lagy p0wn bl0g neh laa aku nak luahkan ape aku rase..My up's & d0wn.. (: S0 sape2 xskew aku ke, menci aku ke, xyah la bace..Xpaham t0l la prangai manusia skunk neh~..
Anyway I d0n't give a damn la..hmm..D0 i l0ok like I care?..n0! (:

k0wg agak2 'Anonymous' yg d0k BUANG MASE bace bl0g aku & c0mment ituh sape ek?..
Laki ke p0mpuan?..hmm...I w0nder~

semalam & semalam..

Smlm ari kames..Seharian aku td0w, aku kepenatan..heehe..Mane tak nyew, pagy rabu ari tuh aku bgn awal glew..Smate2 tuk reg c0llege..K0l 9 aku drive fr0m klcc..Sampai kJ k0l 9.30, seb baek xjam..heehe..Then dari 9.30am sampai 12.30m bratur tuk reg..Lame glew, cam v0d0..Thx g0d aku dapat reg, pejal & ifwat je xlepas..[da lepas k0t smlm]..Then k0l 1 blah, aku drive sampai pwtc je pastuh ifwat anta aku balik..Ik0tkan nak g klcc, then aku cam malas sbb nak balik mand dulu..Pagy tuh aku xmand!..heehe..

Sampai je umah aku mand & siap..Nak g tgk m0vie ngn nAIm..(: Ar0und 4.30 aku sampi bts, aku beli tix dulu..Bedtime St0ry!..heehe..Then nAIm smpai kt0wg g lepak jap..l0l~..Cter ituh sesgt best!!..Bobbi tuh chumil glew..& Bugsy 2..hehe..Abes m0vie g mkn jap then lepak sap 0k0k..Till 10.30pm..heehe..

Aku sampei umah dlm k0l 10.50pm, umah da gelap da..heehe..Mas0k je bilik tr0s 0n9..D0k ym ngan haja, then dlm k0l 12 die 0ff..Pastuh dr 12.30 till 4.45am aku dk ym ngn mEmEr..l0l~..Siap gay0t ag tuh, ade rr dlm stgh jam..Panas gak tlinge..& seyes I cam blurr jap time u call..Ye arr ta sape2 arr d0k call pagy2 pakek private num..Da penat gayut & ym..Aku td0w~

Pagy2 je mak aku da msg, die da tggl duet tuk aku..& die s0h teman nenek aku g spital s0k[ari neh, tp xjadik lak]..Then ptg td nAIm kejut s0h bgn..Glew lame i td0w smlm!..heehee..Penat xnak blah..Mlm smlm kuar jap, g beli askem & 0k0k..St0k da abes..SANGAP sket..huhux..

N0w da k0l 12.34am..huhux..Jap g class k0l 2.30~..Seb baek arr ptg..Ari neh xtaw nak pakek pe..Nak pakek baju kur0ng ke??..Depends..Kal0 aku malas ir0n baju, bju kur0ng arr jwb nyew..lalala..hmm..Aku nak sap 0k0k jap..

sin0psis.. (:

P0st aku yg bwh neh agak mmengelirukan..Plus makes ppl w0nder..Haja kate pelik..Pacat kate cam de s0mething..hmm..Macam2 la k0wg pk..Bag0s2, sbb de gak arr 0wg d0k bace repekan aku yg makin ari makin merepek kerepek neh..heehe..N0w, aku lak nak kate..Nak kasik inf0 sket..

• Yg si Khruz tuh, sbb smlm bday die..As a fwen yg slalu terigt kan bDay mmber, aku wish arr..Jgn nak pk lain lak..

• Yg FatIn tuh, aku lame glew xjumpe..2, 3 wix i guess..Banyak mende xupdate..Cter psl id0p kt0wg..Kt0wg member sejak kecik d0e..

• Yg Haja neh, besties akuh..S0 anything p0wn die kene ade & taw..Lame gak xdgr cter die..Td sempat arr yM..Pix tuh semat d0e..

• Yg Nadia aku neh, akak Degree aku pggl..Sbb die samb0ng deg..Insyaallah lagy 4 tah0n nak g Bali same2..Nak pakek bikini & c0m0l0t tepi pantai..Plus nak clubbing?
  

• Yg Memer neh lak, seni0r aku..Smlm d0k yM, then nak g sh0pping..Alang2 Xmas sale kat uK xabes ag, bikini r0xy ar aku nak..haaha..60 sen sbb 1 msg 20 sen..[n0w da tambah keyh!]

Tuh sn0psis tuk p0st 'l0l~'..Mintak2 Xde pihak salah aham ke hape ke..Mamat yg g0tta crush 0n me & mamat nak j0in c0m0l0t kat Bali tuh lain2 keyh..Bukan laki yg same..wtF?..Bape banyak laki daa..[teman2]..Cter c0m0l0t neh hanye suke2 je, saje cakap..Jgn igt aku btchy ke hape ke..huhux~
After all, jgn jadi Bitch..Jadik scAndal0us xpe.. (:

*sume pix aku amek kat mespes/faceb0ok d0wg..

l0l~

t0m khRuz, happy bdAy!..kal0 RAJEN nti, i watkan caKe..heehe..

FatIn, bAlik arr cepAt..
Manyak st0ry babe..heehe..

hAjAr, I think..
s0me1 g0tta cRush 0n me..huhux..

FArAh nAdiA, aku da jumpe laki..
Tuk aku french kiss kat Bali nti!..l0l~

mEmEr, balik Msia siap arr..
I tuntut bikini r0xy i & 60 sen!!..haaha.. (:

me.. (:

Last year aku rase aku manyak berubah..Aku skew dress up..Kdg2 tuh g c0llege p0w melawa..heehe..Aku jadik caneh sejak aku kenal K..Pasan x cik PUTERI?..Ngan Ifwat dulu mane de, aku cam xamek kesa sgt..Kan?..Aku skew perubahan neh..Makin lame makin bijak nak mix & match..Baju2 aku yg beli tp xpakai, skunk neh aku pakai..haaha..Best 0uh, xde rr rugi duet aku[ye ke?].. (:

Sexy?..Aku sexy ke?..huhux..Stakat neh aku rase 0kies lagy..Sbb my m0m xde ar nak bising ke hape ke..Sbb ape yg aku pakai time kuar umah, ituh arr yg akan aku pakai kat luar..Xde nye aku nak tuka2 ke hape ke..Aku hengat ag Aunty Tuti kate..'Biar die pakai ape die nak..Biar dpn kite, jgn blakang kite'..Maksud die, jgn jadi hip0krit..Depan lain, blakang lain..Yes i d0 agree with y0u aunty..(:

Lately, aku cam daring sket..0nly few ppl je arr yg pasan..Especially guys k0t..Sape yg taw tuh, senyap2 suda..haaha..Daring caner aku xrety nak put it in w0rds..
I can't describe..Anyway, bukan slalu k0t nak cam tuh..Ade time2 nyew au jadik cam lal0k & it lead 2 daring..heehee..Meng0ng2 aje aku neh!..

If y0u're n0t the 0ne~

"Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away..
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today..
Cause I love you, whether its wrong or right..
And though I cant be with you tonight..
And know my heart is by your side.."

I 'heart' this s0ng..
<333...
k0wg sukak nggak??..

Cter semalam.. (:

Hari neh baru 1m0nth & 4 weeks aku single mingle..Lame nyew nak tggu iddah meng0ng aku tuh abes..heehe..
18 march 2009 aku tggu k0!..huhux..Rindu plak nak de b0yF..l0l~..But then kal0 da ade kang manyak mende aku nak kene pk..lalala..Wuteva laa..Anyway, smlm aku kuar..Date?..Ntah laa, xde c0mment..Aku baru je kenal die..But it can be c0nsider as date la jugak..Tak semestinye ade b0yF baru leh g date..Rite?..Aku slalu je date ngan cik PUTERI..Besties kuh..

Smalam agak best laa gak..Actually aku xskew sgt kuar 0n sunday..Sunday aku slalu d0k terper0k kat umah..heehe..Smlm kt0wng g lunch && m0vie && lepak 2gthr..Lame gak aku xtgk m0vie..Cter smlm agak best gak..Baru aku pasan Keanu Reeves ituh manyak h0t!..

N0 *bux smlm sbb aku nak cut caffein la..lalala..G0daan k0pi tuh mmg manyak sgt tp aku berjaye menahan diri..Terer kan?..haaha..But then g0daan 0k0k je cam xleh blah..Asek laa nak 0k0k..Sangap laa k0n0n nyew..1 ari xdapat, mmg smcm je badan..Panas & sej0k je rase..Caner laa nak st0p?..S0meb0dy help me..Aku mau benti.. (:

pagy yg gelap.. (:

[4th Jan 2009, 6.50 am]

3 years ag0, aku dapat lesen kete!..haahaa..Happy glew d0e time tuh..Sbb dapat lesen leh balik kL, xyah duk J0h0r ag..heehe..Dulu J0h0r ngan kL da mcm blakang umah je..Evry wix balik..lalala..h0mesick la k0non.. (:

Rite n0w, aku bengang glew!!..Urgh..wutdefak la weh!!..Geram nyew aku skunk neh..Aku baru pas tgk Lecture Timetable January 2009 Semester..Sungguh takku sangka2..Class aku 2 ari je[mmg da taw p0wn]..Tp de 3 ari nyew jadual...Tak taw arr mine yg mane 1..

• M0nday Tr39 @ 10.30 am - 12.30pm
  
• Thursday Tr38 @ 8.30am - 10.30am
• Friday Tr37 @ 2.30 pm - 3.30pm / 3.30pm -4.30pm

Class slase mmg aku nak elakkkan, sbb aku malas glew mang0n pg..haahaa..Class ari jmaat lak mane2 je la, aku xkesa..Sbb aku xsmayg jmaat & sem neh aku nak takm0 berkepit ngan IFwat!..Pasal jadual aku xkesa sgt..Lecturer nye aku kesah sgt2!..Seyes aku kesah d0e~

Aku nak cakap siap2..Kal0 sem neh aku kant0i f0od service system management, tuh bukan salah aku!..Sbb lect yg ngaj0 tuh xskew sama aku!!..Plus die d0k jaje cter aku!..K0n0n nyew aku malukan name c0llege~..WUTDEFAK la weh..Sape lagy kal0 bukan..Juliana Azhari~..

Eeeee...Bengang glew aku, sp0il tr0s mo0d tuk berskew ria jap g..Aku menci d0e!!..S0meb0dy save me...Aku xsangg0p nak ngadap muke die weh..K0mp0m nti aku jadik blurr, sbb aku mane paham kal0 die ngaj0r..huhux..Miss Nina, asal u tak ajar sem neh??..huhux..Nti sure i xdpt A..Ad0yaii~..sedey amat..*s0b..s0b*

Ya Allah, Ya tuhanku..Berikanlah aku semangat t0k mas0k class die..K0 taw betape aku nyampah nak neng0k muke die, apetah lagy nak dgr die mengajar..huhux...Berillah hambe mu ini semangat..Aminnn..(:

3rd Jan..

Neh partner akuh kat genting ari tuh..Mmg peneman setia arr tiap2 pagy especially pas bekpes & mlm @ pagy2 bute pas dinner/ supper..Mmg setia menanti aku d0e..Lagy2 sej0k, mmg terbaek ar..

Haja, nti kite carik bad boys with fat cash && BIG BRAINS!..m0h le kite huntinggggggg~

hepy bDay d0d0l (:

0ee..
Pian d0d0l xku sYg..
happy 23rd bday dear...
haaha..
U da tue keyh..
I mude ag..
l0l..
May all y0ur wishes c0me true..
Amin.. (:

2nd Jan

B0san nye nu yer neh..heehe..Aku td0w ptg smlm till ptg td..Glew lame, kire seharian ar aku td0w..Xde cter menarek ar 2day..Smlm ptg trun dr genting k0l 3..Sampai kl 3.45 camtuh..Sampei umah ar0nd 4.50..Balik je bulik aku da len mcm..Bengang glew..Aku sepahkan balik arr..Baru pas ati..heehe..Meng0ng2 je..l0l..

S0k de 0wg kawen..Xtaw nak pakek baju pe..hmm..Think..Think..Any0ne de idea?..huhux..Pink..Black..Red..Yellow..lalala..0wh yea, td aku baru pasan carl0s da p0t0ng lamb0t..Dari tepi seyes cam xb0yF aku!..Dammit t0l br0k kesygan aku neh..Mmg sebijik d0e..Eeee, bengang jap ngan mamat tuh..Sbb die wat aku terhengat..haahaa..mmm..wUteva laa..~

Untuk Kamu K.. (:

[1st Jan 2009, 4.04am]

3.00am td aku baru balik dr Pan0rama..G lepak Kar0k ngan akak Nani, akak2 bilik sbelah & abg2 Sri Malaysia Genting..Penat, sej0k amat sgt..Mas0k bilik je tr0s mand..Xselesa sgt, paham2 je la..haaha..Then trus 0n ym & mespes..Then aku bace bl0g din0..Die kene saman 2x in 1 nite..Mlm nu yer lak tuh..Then scr0l bwh lagy.."Hari yang paling mendung bagi Sahabat ku"..

1st thing 1st..Aku agak terkejut..'Inalillah'..Aku penah lak taw die de nenek..Xpernah tnye p0wn dulu..Agak terharu gak bile dIn0 type mende2 tuh..Iklas dari hati kan?..Spanjang aku hid0p, xpenah ade kawan yg bl0g tuk share rase sedey die dgn kehilangan kite..Ya Allah, syukur sbb at0k, nenek, mak, uncle, aunty & cuzins still ade..[family yg dekat]

Key0n, if u terbace bl0g neh..I'm s0 s0rry..I'm really s0rry kal0 bl0g pertama tuk 2009 I kat bl0gger neh wat u lagy menci ke hape ke..Ye la i g cter asal u lak..Anyway, I'm s0rry 4 u're l0st..H0pe u & u're family redh0 ngan ujian neh..I n0e i d0n't even n0e her, plus i d0n't have the right 2 menti0n ab0ut her..But as a muslim & human, I rase xsalah k0t i nak share rase sedey atas kehilangan & kal0 i nak ucap takziah tuk u & u're family..Kan?..c0rrect me if I'm wr0ng..0nce again i'm s0rry..
*Al-Fatihah*

dunn0 wut i sh0uld feel rite n0w, It's nu year..hmm..