29th n0v..

Ari neh 29th n0v 20o8... Aku g mId td, g neng0k wayg..Seharian xtd0w tapi still fresh 0uh..Agak kepenatan & saket blakang..pewi0d d0e pagy2 bute td..Si0t je, mmg bengang jap..haahaahaa... Kt0wg g neng0k Quarantine & Lakeview Terrace..heeheehee..Cter Quarantine tuh mmg ng0k, wat aku tekujat je..huuhu..Cter Lakeview Terrace tuh lak..Aku ngantok time tuh..Aku cube td0w tp xleh..Due2 cter yg kt0wg neng0k td tuh, ending die agak kureng menarek..heehee..Kan?..U d0 agree aite?..Wuteva laa..

Abes je neng0k wayg ujan 0uh..Aku da sleepy amat time tuh..K0l 5 aq sampei bb, dlm 5.30 nek bas..K0lump0 glew jamMmMm!!..Meng0ng arr, da arr ujan..Bus tuh nyew ak0n bapak sej0k..Nak sampei umah aku je 2 jam ouh..Da arr owg sbelah aku taruk minyak angin, glew pening pale aku td..Minah sbelah die lak taruk minyak wangi sbb 'Kap Lam Ya Nga' sbelah die bau baek punye..Mmg pening pale aku td..& 4 the 1st time aq td0w dlm bus..from Pudu till mane tah td..Aku seda je da nak sampei..Best 0uh..Aku penat..Seyes penat, tp still leh nak
merepek kat cni..

Btw, ari neh da 21 ari aku SINGLE!!..Ad0y, esk 3 wix aq jadik wid0w..HAMPEH~..neway, peah mesti kate..[Perlu ke mention].. ;p

S.E.P.I

Pagy td d0k melyn cter tuh..Xtd0w seharian..Mmg best 0uh SEPI..Sungguh2 neh aku ckp..Mmg bet0l arr cakap Fatin, cter tuh mmg t0uching gler..& manyak gak arr bende yg aku sedar bile neng0k cter 2..Aku salute cter neh, mmg TERBAEK..

4 me part Imaan tuh mmg sedey arr..Die xleh nak let g0 of her b0yF..Ad0yaii..Kal0 aku jadik die, mmg aku p0wn leh jadik cam tuh..0r even w0rst ouh..Die jadik cam tuh sbb die syg amat kat b0yF die..& bende tuh dpn mate..Mmg xsng k0t nak lupe..

Fr0m her st0ry..
I've learned that GOODBYES will always HURT..
PICTURES never REPLACE having been there..
MEMORIES go0d 0r bad will always bring TEARS..
And w0rds can never REPLACE th0se FEELINGS..

Part si Sufi tuh lak t0uching gak d0e..Ilang bini cenggitu je..Tuh laa, da ilang s0mething baru laa nak appreciate..Time die ade sape suh ign0re..Da ilang baru nak nyesal..Xgune laa..d0d0l..4 me that's HUMAN NATURE..

Part AdAm..Klakar gak mule2..But then when he realized that he wanted 2 be with her..He g0 f0r it..Kesian si Suzy tuh..Tp wat pe nak kawen kal0 kite xsyg..Kan?..Bak kate '0pie' dlm Dunia Baru.."Aku skew k0!..Tp hati aku pade 0wg lain~"..Setepek kene..heehee..

If we d0n't really l0ve the pers0n we date n0w, just let them g0..Jgn nak kasik harapan..Xgune, baik kite lepaskan & pegy kat 0wg yg kite bet0l2 syg b4 it's t0o late~...

After i've watched this m0vie, i just realize that i just wasting my time..Waiting 4 him, it's such a waste 0f time..I have 2 m0ve 0n.."4get y0ur past FAtEn FadzIl"..There's are reas0n why he can't make it t0 y0ur future..But then, still..I wish i c0uld m0ve 0n, just like him..

Sepi...

Bisik ku pada bulan..
Temanku..
Kekasihku..
Syurgaku..
Tanpa dia, malam menemaniku..
Sepi memelukku..
Bulan, jangan biar siang..
Biar alam kelam..
Biar ia sepi, sepertiku..

26th n0v lagy??

Xabes2 kan?..Hell yEah..byk cter t0l arr 26th n0v neh..Aku da ade actvt ujung mggu neh & mggu dpn..Tp sume clash..Ad0yaii..Kene pilih mane 1 ya?

29th n0v 20o8..
Mak ajak g Bangsar..sh0pping!!...Nak g 0uh~..hUuhU..Mak aku nak blanje d0e..Mak..0wg nak baju!!..heehee..
But then td Pacat cmment aku...die kate...

"cik kiah, sabtu ni ajak la nadia g jln2... huhu
sabtu ni ade photowalk lagi huhu"

Aku reply arr..

HeehE..Die xik0t k0wg ke?..
heehee...
nAk ajak lepak kat memane ajew..

Then die kate...

"dia ckp klau cik kiah ikut br dia ikut huhu"

Aduh..hUUhuuHuu..Aku nak sgt jmpe Nadia :) ...Die ade gak la menti0n nak lepak same..Aku p0wn ade gak ajak melepak, tp xtaw bile..heehe..Die kewl 0uh..Leh lyn arr..Tp xk0mp0m ag atas sebab2 tertentu..HeeHee..[Tuh aku cter nti dlm 'PR0FESSI0NALISM']

The nex wix nye plak...

6th dec 20o8...
Aku dapek invitation g wedding!!..Kat pUtrajaye..Aku nak g!!..Nak mkn nasik miyak d0e~..hUUhu...
But then 6th dec aku nak g wat LI ngan Peah & t0key kambeng & sape tah lagy..huuhu..
H0w arr..I k0mp0m ngan u balek eh asHeed?..I nak sgt g wedding tuh 0uh..hUUhu..

t0 peah: Td k0 msg aku pasal owg kawen..Sape kawen? Jgn kate 6th dec!!!

26th n0v lagy...

Yerp2, ini cter smlm..Byk sgt cter l0rr..Smlm bDay bFF kuh!..Smlm aku kuar!..Smlm aku dpt mcm2 invitati0n!..Smlm mcm2 k0t..heehee..Meng0ng2 je cter..

Smlm aku td0w k0l 8.30am..Then k0l 2.30pm Fizi msg..Ajak g pavI~..Baru mang0n tuh, mmg mamai gak k0t..Aku reply msg die..Aku reply msg mmber aku..Aku msg pejal skali..Then mand2..& tggu br0k kesygan ku..haahaahaa..k0l 4 aku sampai bB..Then menapak ke pavI..Fizi tggu kat wats0n..Agak lame gak arr die pk nak beli shamp0o ape..heeheehee...Then kt0wg g Nand0's..Lunch kat sane..[lunch kemende k0l 4 lebey] Die blanje aku..HuuHuu..Thx!!..

Agak lame gak k0t lepak nand0's..k0l 6 lebey baru kt0wg blah..Then g tangge sblah 'Ralph Lauren'..Sndri mau igt la kan..Mamat tuh p0wn taw p0rt tuh!!..Salute la weh..heehee...Da slesai kt0wg g *bux pavi II @ *bUx atas..Mamat tuh nak lepak ctu lak..Mane2 je laa, aku xkesa..Sbb k0 yg blanje..hUUhuu..Aku mintak 'Tall h0t ch0c, s0y with w/cream'..Barista ituh agak baru..W/cream nyew cair..Bur0k!!..Die xdash s0me ch0c p0wder p0wn!!!..Aku marah!!..Aku bengang..Tp xtunj0k la..hehee..Seni0r die nak wat kan yg baru, tp aku xm0..Xpe la, aku kate..It's 0keyh :)

Lepak till 9pm..Then Fizi g wats0n..beli pay0ng k0non..Hujan la katekan..Aku g arr melawat kengkawan kat *bux pavi I..Adi k0t name mamat tuh..Die tnye my name..Then die leh lak cakap kuat2 name aku..Hampeh..Siap knlkan aku kat dak2 lain..[I already n0e their name l0r..L0L~]..Aku dapat % ag..Saje menggatal mintak..Baek nyew k0wg..Then lepak ngan Wan jap..Kant0i ngan Adi..haahaahaa...PAdan muke k0!..& hell yeah s0k si 'Aresya' tuh nak dtg jmpe k0 time lunch..HABES la k0 NYAH~..heeheehee...meng0ng...k0l 10.30 aku sampei umah..Carl0s rajen gler amek..Thx br0k! :p

Faizal Haniff's bDay~

Ystrday 26th n0v 20o8..It's my bFF 20th bDay!!..heehe..
HappY 20th bDay FAIzAL hAnIFF~...
I txt him..26 n0v 20o8, 0001

Pejal bFF kuh!..Happy 20th bday dear..Heehe..
Have a nice 1 keyh?..Gud lux in life & evrything..

x0x0,
FAtEn FAdzIL~


& he replied..

Hehe..thx Faten.sm0ga tahun akn dtg kita jumpe sum1 yg lg bgs dr sblum ni.

Terbaek kan ayat die..Sum1 yg lg bagus?..lagy bagus dari sape??..Rizal?..dJ?..Ifwat?..Nel?..Key0n?..
Kan best kal0 mix & match..I wish..heehee..Kal0 bley, aku nak sket fr0m dJ..Sket fr0m Ifwat..& sket fr0m Key0n..Mesti 0wg lain p0wn pnh pk cam aku..Kan?..Kan?..Kan?..heehe..
Rizal & Nel??..K0wg 2 je aku xm0..Buang mase d0e..S0rry~

I'm s0rry darl~

I love you <333...
And I probably always will..
But we go days without having a meaningful conversation..
And I miss you so much when that happened..
But it never seemed like you missed me..
And when i think of it, i feel sad & unwanted..
Because of it, I have to stop missing you..
I try & try so hard, but it seems to hard for me to let go..
I d0 need time to forget all this..
But I need you..
Cause I l0ve y0u..
And after all you've d0ne & said..
I'm sorry darl, but i still in <333 with y0u~

Ini cter smlm..

Smlam 21st n0v 20o8..

Alm0st 5am, baru dapat td0w..Aku penat, tp gatal jugak nak 0n9..B4 td0w sempat gak laa aq msg HAJAR HAMDAN & SHAFIQ YAMAN..We're all agree tuk taruk real name kat mespes, mine 'FAtEn FAdzIL'..Saje, nak kasik 0wg taw name..Kang d0wg xtaw nak pggil pe plak..heehee..

Kul 11 lebey aku terjage, penat tp aku bgn tuk t0p lampu..And samb0ng td0w balik..Then aku mimpi 0uh..BAek punye mimpi..
I dream b0ut my xb0yF!!...Glew arr, mimpi itu td SANGAT INDAH..We're happy 2gthr..Spend time 2gther..Seyes, if 0nly dream cam be br0ught t0 reality..I'd d0 anything..I'd sacrifice evrything, just t0 make my dream a reality..Asal eh leh mimpi sal u?..I windu u sgt2 la neh..hUuhu..0uh yea, ari neh da 2wix kite break..hUuhu..
I mish u s0o0o0o0o much key0n <333~

Ar0und 1pm, Aiman ket0k2 pintu..Ad0yaii, aku xnak bgn!!..Aku nak terus dibuai mimpi indah bersama mu~..hUUhu..Aq just ign0re him..Aiman da jerit2, suh bukak pintu..Die cakap..
"Kak AtEn, bukak la pintu..Maman da dtg neh..Bukak laa.."
HuuHU..Aq just pekak kan telinge..Aku xnak bgn, nak layan kan lagy perasaan neh..Biarlah aku rase sr0nok, happy 4 a while..

Kul 3pM, aku bgn & mand..Then trus trun mkn..Ade kambeng?..Urgh, x skew!!..seb baek ade ayam..Mkn2 then Aiman j0in aku mkn skali, even th0ugh at 1st die xm0 sbb da mkn ngan carl0s..heehee..Da mkn aku 0n9 jap..Then Aiman, nenek & carl0s g tEsc0..Aku pesan tesc0 nyew ch0c chIp kukiz..Die g beli ape kukiz tah, tp sedap 0uh!

At 5, aku lepak ngan Aiman..kt0wg g0lek2, manje2, geletek2, blasah2, gelak2 kat bilik dpn..Siap share slimut ag tuh..Sape suh bukak ak0n?..Sej0k kan?..Padan muke k0..lame gak kt0wg 2 melepak sesame..Then aku td0w, sbb aku penat sgt..Nak pewi0d k0t..ho0ho...

K0l 7.30 aq terjage, then aku bgn & mand ag..Ari neh asek mand je..Shamp0o ramb0t sume..heehee..Then aku masak!!..Ayam masak Pelik!..Die cam kUey ti0w pelik aku tuh..But this time aku pakek ayam..Aku masak 2 keping je, tp aku slice la jadik cam byk..haaha..Aiman kelaparan, pandei die tur0n carik aku..heehee..Siap bawak nasik g depan ag tuh..Nak memb0dek aku la tuh..Kt0wg dinner ber2 je..0wg lain duk kat atas..Ntah wat ape tah..

Da kenyg mkn kt0wg tgk tb & tgk kLcc..Kat balconi umah aku nmpak kLcc..heehee..Aiman siap nak tr0p0ng jam MAXIS tuh lagy..heehee..Da penat2 sume, tetibe mak aku ajak g mekdi!!..Dessert time arr..Aku punye ch0c sundae add strawberry..Mamat tuh mmg nak kene tengking ngan aku..Kijew lem yg amat, pastuh xpaham ape aku nak..Kal0 0wg lain k0mp0m da paham..Sbb da terbiase..hmm..Wuteva laa..Balik, aku race ngan carl0s..Die tuh xrety bwk kete hape?..Mkn jalan d0d0l!!..hampeh..Silap 0wg arr, aku neh drifter..Racer skali..heehee..

Tuh arr hari aku smlm..Da penat arr type, Aiman p0wn da td0w..Die siap wat peta tuh!!..Aku ngan carl0s da gelak2 besar td..heehe...

*Aku windu k0 laa...Mr. K!~

u sux!

Kau b0d0!..Harap ade DEGREE je, tp 0tak cam dak PMR!!..Jgn nak wat bende yg leh malukan k0 balik..Kal0 nak gak, g arr jaje cter..HaaHaa!..Aq xpaham asal k0 xpuas ati sgt ngan aq..Ape je aq wat b0d0??..FYI, aq da xde hal p0wn ngan adek k0..ktowg da baek b0d0..K0 xpuas ati ag asal?..Sbb aq baek ngan besties ku?..Besties aq sndri cakap, k0 mmg xskew die..& aq taw tuhh..& because we're BESTIES u wanna hate me to0??..HAMPEH..
This is s0 n0t HIGH SKO0L BITCH!!..NAk DramA2 ape hal lak?..She said.."Y0u're jealous 0f us"..Mmg k0t, sbb kt0wg kewl!..Sbb kal0 de b0yF, b0yF kt0wg much 0lder & same level n0r up than us..k0 tuh?..b0yF dak ape?..Baru merangkak2 nak grad d0e,tuh p0wn DIP..b0d0 nak mamp0s, g la carik yg same level..n0 w0nder parents k0 xskew..haahaa..Neway, sHarap0va tuh Mmber2 aq gak..Silap 0wg arr kal0 k0 nak menjaje cter aq kat die, d0d0l~..
U d0n't even kn0w the real situation!!..Pls d0n't assume like u kn0w everything BITCH..Next time jage sket mul0t, jgn sesedap ati nak menjaje2 cter 0wg..Cter k0 tuh je yg bet0l, sbb da kec0h..& adek k0 sndri cter..Family k0 p0wn malu d0e ngan prangai k0..Bwk2 la bet0bat, aq da nak t0bat da neh..Neway, cter pasal tuh bknnyew H0T ST0RY p0wn..Cter pasal k0 tuh laa yg lagy H0T taw x?.. LEBIH HANGAT DARI H0t FM!!..

[s0rry tp k0 yg start dulu!]

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Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end?

missing u

I mish my xb0yF!!!!!...

I really mish u dear...

I mish u s0 bad ShayG..

It hUrts..

<333 u alwez~..

HapPy sUndAy~

Slamat hari AhAD..Have A niCe 1!!..l0l..I guess mine are nIce..I didn't sleep the wh0le day..0n9 fr0m last nite..Then i had my 'brunch'..'Kuey te0w pelik'..heehee..I c0oked 0keyh!..Nice ouh but to0 h0t!..Glew pedaz..Tp cam sedap ouh..Nti nak masak ag..l0l...Then my cuzin, AimAn came & we talked & talked & talked..I asked him b0ut his new gIrl, but he w0nt reveal..Cuz he's afraid i w0uld tell ppl..heehee..After a while,I asked him...

"Bile MamaN nak lepak cni?..tIx balik KL xdew eh?.."

& he replied..

"Nti laa..Mggu dpn MaMaN duduk KL, tp rabu sampai ahad je..isnin ade class tAekwAnd0"

[cam tuh ke eja?]..haahaahaa..

Penat aq ngan mak aq gelak..Neh aiman & I, time neh baru balik mEkdi..Kt0wg sangap mekdi..k0l 1 pagy ku0r..

[pix neh i snap 8 m0nths ag0..l0l~]

I had nice time with him, he's only 8 but TALKATIVE yg amat!!..Glew syg kat k0 d0e!..Btw, k0 hengat Puch0ng ngan KL tuh jauh ke?..Berbatu2?..HaMpEh la k0..Rmmber keyh, next year i'm c0ming t0 'La Salle Pj'..Mau terjah k0 yg ngah men GAMEBOY tuh..Be aware keyh dear?..heehe..bef0re i 'lepak & g0ssip' ngan MaMan..my m0m asked me..

"RAmb0t k0 tuh k0 kaler ape?..Terang glew!"..

I replied..

"Heh?..Kaler pe lagy..Yg lame arr, mane de kaler2 lagy.."

[Actually, last kali aq kaler vi0let..huuhu]

Then she replied..

"Haa..Shamp0o tuh la k0t..Makin terang, shinning2.."

[neh time 1st n0v ari tuh..huuhu..]

HaaHaaHaa...Then we b0th laughed..Mak2, kdg2 klak0 gak..Kinda weird, cuz we rarely sp0ke 2 each other..Even th0ugh 1 umah, but then..Aq wat hal sndri..M0st 0f the time, i'm in my place @sPace @r0om..0n9, sLeep, d0ing my thing..If i w0ke up early & have s0me p0cket m0ney [xde mintak la..] i w0uld be at StArbuCks pavi I 0r Bb 0r sUngei waNg..DEpends 0n the weather..But m0stly Pavi I..

I had dinner with my m0m td..I g tapaw r0ti canai 4 her & t0myam 4 me..I g0t flu, s0 i wanted t0myam badly..& ice mil0!!..TERBAEK ouh..yUmmy..I asked her when she g0nna g0 2 jakarta & china..heehee..I asked her t0 buy me a d60..She was like..hmm..'TAk de, xg sh0pping..Gi 3 ari je'..But i insist...'Adew laa mak, d0wg Made In China..Bley arr carik..0wg nak tuh je, owg xnak batry phone 0r new phone'..I wanted a d60!!..Mak, pls...I pr0mise i'll be a g0od girl & I'll graduate with 3.5 CGPA 0n n0v 2009!!..heehee..

Fr0m 2day 0nwards, i g0t new missi0n!!..Phsyc0 my m0m..Until i g0t what i want..heheehee...Wish me luck!..Btw, kal0 mak nak belikan batry ph0ne..Better beli ph0ne baru..Owg nak N76 <333 gak!!..0r mak just bet0lkan N73 carl0s0s0s tuh..leh gak..haahaa...But then d60 <333 baby!!..0r d40 <333?..Mak, nak sLr, xm0 c0mpact!..l0l..[memilih t0l]

p/s: I mIsh U 'shAyggggggg'?...UrgH~

It's been a wix...

l0l...It's been a wix i've br0ke up ngan Key0n <333..Ad0yaii..Still can't 4get him..huuhu..s0meb0dy save me!!..Meh laa sepak aq laju2..lalala..Mmg glew an?..Mggu neh aq stay umah jew, last kuar p0wn a wix ag0..lepak Klcc & pavI ngan hajar..N0w aq kat p0ol, lepak ngan besties ku..cik FAtIn..heehee..Die ngah wat assgmnt..heehee...Aq windu key0n!!..sialan t0l..I'm upset ouh..I n0e i d0n't deserve 2 be at u're t0p pren nem0re..But then xkan arr sampai kene kick fr0m y0ur fwenlist?..HAMPEH..sedey glew..hUuhu...Urgh!..Aq kelaparan..Tp xnak mkn, sbb xtaw nak mkn pe..Aq mau 0k0k!!!..sm0ke sampei lebam!!

Sick & mish my br0k!..

I'm sick..id0ng b0c0r..hUuhu..Badan ku panas..Mate lebam & xleh bukak..I guess esk demam k0t..Aq xcuk0p rest..Alm0st a wix stay awake memlm..Ad0yaii..Da taw sake leh lagy 0n9 memlm..k0mp0m bil naek..Baek pUnye!!..haahaa..Aq ngah melayan lagu 'Tshirt' by Shotelle Lanes..& 'Unintended' by Muse..hUUhu..Glew layan..Urmm..Dari ahad aq mendap kat umah..Mau kuar!!..Tp nggak adew fUlus..Smlm IFwAt msg..Malas nak reply, kang wat gad0 je..Glew lame gak die xmsg tetibe msg..K0 windu aq ke?..lalala..Aq xwindu k0!..

L-R: LindA, cArl0s ber0k ku!, ntah sape?, ntAh sape?, kImI..

Carl0s oyt..Bile k0 mau balik ber0k ku?..Aq windu k0 laa..heehee..Dunn0 y, tp aq windu my lil br0..Lil' ke?..heehee..Akak k0 windu k0 neh..Glew klako taw x?..Asal k0 x0n9..Slalu time2 cenggini k0 ym aq..Pastuh rep0rt2 bile exam sume..heehee..Aq syg k0 d0w, even th0ugh aq cam xpenah gtaw..Tp hakikat nyew aq syg k0..& the best thing is..Aq nanges time k0 nak g penang dulu..haahaa..Glew cam b0d0..Neh arr rasia yg agak besa gak k0t..Aq nanges sbb aq xde sape nak buli..& nti da xde sape nk tlg abeskan minyak kete..heehee..d0d0l an?..

But the truth is i think laa kan..Aq sedey sbb tggl s0wg ag..Tuh je..Mmg ar mak adeew, nenek adew, at0k adew..Tp lain k0t..Kite slalu sgt ja0h2..Abes spm aq igt leh arr lepak2..kejap je k0t lepak..hehee..btw, aq mmg xstuju kal0 k0 same c0llege ngan aq..Sbb nti cam pelik & xbest..haahaa..Mmber xbrkembang..haahaahaa..Pape p0wn aq taw k0 mmg xnak g penang sbb gF k0 an?..Tp last2 break..s0 i think 0kek k0t..awek2 uitm pEnAng kan byk..haahaa..Nti k0 balik inf0 aq!!..Aq rase dpt kijew aq nak sub line under k0..Nak pakek line k0t..Nti aq tlg wat cUpcake skali..Lame xbake!!..It's g0nna be a big mess!!..Mish u br0k!!..

charm bracelet..

I'm freakin tired!! & sleepy..heehee..2 my BFF..Pejal, aq xtd0w ag..Kesian k0 kene layan aq pagy2..S0rry BFF ku, pas exam kite lepak keyh?..Neh aq baru rase lembik..Mate da merah2, pedih2..Id0ng gatal2..Pagy tdaq da trun, siap kene tLg nenek keSygan <333 agkat pasu sume..Glew rajin d0e..& pagy neh aq bekpes..C0ffee, scramble egg & t0ast..Plus an apple..Glew s0dap apple tuh 0wh..It's n0t 'r0yal gala' n0r 'granny smIth'..Die tgh2..Sbb kulit die merah + hijau sket..Rase die masam2 sket,then de manis..Mmg terbaek sgt!!..hmm..
My ro0m still besepah, but then xmcm few days ag0..My m0m d0k perli2 bilik aq..Sab0 je laa..Td dgn rajennyew,all my sh0ez da masuk dlm k0tak..My killer heels, pumps, flats sume aq da taruk dlm k0tak diew..Including my k0nves <333..lalalala..Haa...Lg 1 k0nves & pUmps kat bwh..Mls nak trun lagy..Xsgke aq manyak gak kas0t2 ladies..Haaha..Cam klak0 je..The latest aq beli mlm raye..Thx 2 FarA lala & Fizi..Mlm raye lepak BB..mmm..Haja, j0m laa kite ku0r pakek heels..I dare U!..Ade bran?..g pavI then lepak zEn..Terbaek!!..Kene g time mamat2 tuh adew..heeheehee...Mesti cam best..
0wh yea, aq da jumpe my cHarm bracelet!!..Glew gUmbira seketika..Sgt sr0n0k 4 a while..My anklet yg de l0ceng tuh plak went missing..Urgh..Neway, i'm busy watching '0ne tree hill' seas0n5 & 6 last nite..Tuh p0wn xabes..Will c0ntnue mlm kang k0t..Aq da ngant0k!!..Jeans & baju2 nak kene gant0ng..MALAS!!..xde space dah..haahaa..Pisau2 aq man0 eh?..Aq baru jmpe casing baru..Law0 sket..lalalalala..Aq rase mcm nak sm0ke..hmm..later~

Bulan 12n0v2008

Mlm neh fullm0on..Aq kuar jap tady..Curik kete at0k tersyg..& cahaye sgt terang..Tgk atas, bulan tuh yg terang rupenye..Glew gl0wing..Kan best jadik bulan, terangi mlm suram..HeehE..Kal0 de n76 ku mesti cambest..Snap2..Aq windu d0e kat k0, n76 ku..Ape la naseb k0 skunk neh?..Aq syg n76 tuh...Thx sbb bagy ape yg aq nak..k0 mmg baik bab2 nak manjekan aq..Tp bab lain k0 fail..That's the truth..Lari t0pic lak...naseb arr,bl0g aq!..K0 jadik kan aq 'materialistic' 4 a while..Taw nggak?..But then i've changed bile jumpe mr. K..Die tegas, tp die syg aq..Tuh aq skew..Die manjekan aq ngan kaseh syg, bkn ngan harte..Maybe aq nek kun0 sket..Zaman skunk sume pandang harte, duet..Tp 4 me harte tuh hanyalah permainan duniawi..M0ney can't buy happiness 4 me..Cuk0plah kal0 k0 syg, trime aq sedanya..Jujur laa ngan aq, even th0ugh h0nesty tuh kdg2 bley bunuh aq..

Aq mmg skew merepek & ber'khayalan'..Ape yg kite KhayalkaN tuh mmg best..Fantasi mmg best dari RealitY..Kan?..Penat2..Xlarat nak pk..Asek nak merepek je..Idong ku gatal..Mate da bur0k sgt dah neh..heehee..Penat menyiksa diri..k0n0n..Td g 7e sbentar..Mamat tuh p0y0 je..Nak baik2 ngan aq eh?..Kem salam je laa..lalala..xberminat l0l..Aq g melepas sangap jap td..v0d0 amat, start balik wat prangai..Aq kene tlg diri sndri..0wg len xleh ubah kalo aq xnak berubah..kan?..Kwn2 sume, nti la kite lepak..Aq ngah melayan Muse - Unintended..

''ll be there as soon as I can..

But Im busy mending broken..

Pieces 0f the life I had before.."

*Just f0r 0nce, I want t0 fall in l0ve,and N0T have it hurt in the end..

x0x0..

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You could be the one Ill always love
You could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions
You could be the one Ill always love
Ill be there as soon as I can
But Im busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before
First there was the one who challenged
All my dreams and all my balance
She could never be as good as you
You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You should be the one Ill always love
Ill be there as soon as I can
But Im busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

Pagy neh..

Pagy neh makin gelap..Bkn nak hujan ke hape..Gelap nye harapan aq..Aq rase mmg da xde dah..Bile2 je hati aq bley mati..Neh da nazak sgt dah..Xpnh plak pk sampai cam neh..Agak makan dalam gak la..Aq xkuat nak trime sume neh..Owg tgk aq kewl je, relax suda..Ganas2 sket..Tp aq neh mmg kuat nanges..Glew t0uchig d0e, em0..Tp aq xlarat nanges, sbb aq taw..Kal0 airmate darah skali p0wn aq xkan dpt k0..Aq tahan diri aq..Alm0st 4 ari aq xmsg sape2..Mlm td baru share t0pup..& aq kalah suda..Sbb aq msg k0..U're answer sgt simple..Rase xbesalah langsung..Pelik oww, u're n0t the 1 yg i kenal dulu..Can u just tell me the truth?..S0 that i n0e..Neh mcm main2 je..I d0n't think i believe u're answer..Just tell what's the pr0b..S0 that i w0nt repeat the same mistake IF i g0t new b0yF~..

Aq rase v0d0 sgt..Nanges sbb k0..Pk bende2 v0d0 neh..Da xde makne d0e, tp aq neh degil..Dgn k0 aq xdegil sbb aq taw aq ade k0..Aq kene jage hati k0..Ape2 decisiom p0wn aq kene pk twice..Xleh nak main redah je..Sbb aq rase aq de tggunjawab?..Ye k0t..Bile da s0wg2 neh wat pe nak pk sume tuh..Cam xde makne..But then xleh oww..Still nak jage hati..Still nak kesah..Sbb aq syg kamu..Glew arr, xpnh lak jadik glew cam neh..I nvr think that i w0uld l0st u sampai cam neh skali..Thx weh, wat aq cam neh..H0pe u happy with evrything..Thx sbb act like u care..Padahal aq xtaw laa k0 bet0l2 kesa 0r x..Tuh hanye k0 & Tuhan je taw..Pd aq k0 ikhlas, & i trusted u..n0w?..it's stay the same..I still trust u..& 1 thing 4 sure..I'm still in l0ve wit U!..~..But then, i n0e..U mesti suh i berhenti berharap.. :(

*I still l0ve u ShayG..I hate myself when i'm like this..!!

s0meb0dy saVe me...

Gwe xleh td0w..Dari 9pM smlm awake..heehe..n0w da k0l 11am..Ape je aq wat mlm smlm?..0n9 sampei lebam laa..heehee..0wh yea,alm0st fAint an h0ur ag0..Glew cuak 0wh..Ad0yaii..Tgh rajin laa sgt nak masak nugget..haaha..Tetibe je pale pening, then berat sgt pale..s0, ape yg aq wat?..Duk besile kat dap0 cam dak v0d0..heehee..Rase nak baring je kat dap0 td, tp tak0t lak tertd0w..Kang nenek kesYgan pelik lak..Kelaparan..Xjadik mkn nugget..HAMPEH..r0ti ngan bLueberry jam atlast..Gusi ku saket, xleh nak chew sgt..Urghh..Tensi, mcm2 lak saket..Igtkan td nak kuar, nak melepak kat *bux pavi I feberet ku..Duk umah asek berendam air mata..huuhu..Glew skema ayat tuh..But then tHat's the truth dear..I just can't take it nem0re..I need U..U..U!!..I'm sick & tired 0f all this..Tlg arr, s0meb0dy save mE..Sepak laa aq laju2..kasik aq sedar..That the truth remain he's g0ne~

lIfe sux..l0ve sux..b0ys sux..

l0ve hUrts..

b0ys liEs..

friEndS crY..

pE0plE diE..

pArEnts YelL..

y0u alWaYs try..

bUT y0u're nEveR g0od En0ugh..

& y0u d0nT kn0w whY~

TerbAek!

Aku mau Kamu

9.49am, 10 n0v 2008..
Dari ptg smalam awake..
Alm0st half 16h0urs berjage..
Aku mau kamu..
Aku perlu kamu..
Aku penat tunggu..
Aku saket kepale..
Rase nak muntah..
Aku l0ya amat..
Lame lagy ke?..
Aku da xlarat tunggu..
Aku letih..
Kal0 esk takde..
Cam mane?..
Aku nak jugak merase..
Tak layak ke aku neh?..
Datang la cepat..
Aku tunggu kat sini..
Aku duduk diam2..
Datang ye..
Aku janji aku tunggu.....

st0p It~

I'm lying here..
0n the fl0or..
Where u left me..
I think I to0k t0o much..
I'm crying here..
What have y0u d0ne?..
I th0ught It w0uld be fun..
I think I'll get out 0f here..
Where i can run..
As fast as i can..
T0 the middle 0f n0where..
T0 the middle 0f my frustrated feels..

I ch0ose diA..

Why'd u leave me?
N0w I am 1 spirit free..
I l0ve u baby..
I need u with me..
Can't live with0ut u..

s0mething pers0nal~

Place 2 call my 0wn...

JaJa!!..PeJal!!..AdeB!!..FAtIn!!..tHx al0t u guys..U n0e y aite?..0wh yea, cik nadIa,i kewl 0wh..seyes...n0w i chIll ag..heehee..Thx k0wg!..Mmg kewl arr k0wg..Layan arr pale glew aq neh..Maybe 4 1 wIx je..Then,Insyaallah I'll be 0kek!!..Ystrday was A bIg dIsaster babe..SerI0usly..Just can't take it..Seyes d0e~..Penat nanes..Glew b0d0 aq neh..Nanes2 wat pe d0e!..It w0n't bring him back..I n0e k0wg cam pelik cuz I'm kinda kewl all the way..Aq sndri p0wn pelik..Asal aq STFU?..Maybe i'm big en0ugh..Think b4 u act..Neway, thx jaja..Thx 4 the 'BruncH'..KRR kLcc mmg nak kene bak0..Bapak lem gak d0wg..haahaa..Tp kewl ajew..Thx sbb teman aq the wh0le day..Fr0m 12.45 pm tIll 8.30pm?..heehee..Alm0st 8 h0urs..Dari kLcc,lepak kat pavI..pavI is my 2nd h0me..seyes..Dunn0 y..Just l0ve 2 hang0ut there,esp 0n wixdays..l0l..0wh yea, s0rry td..zEn pavi punye jantan2 ganteng xdew lak..I guess they've must be in mId l0rr..Xdapek cuci mate..But then u snap pix..Sume pIx aq!!..Mate glew bur0x..Tahap max..bUt then chumil gak laa..Trimas kat jaja sbb berjaye menghalang aq dari terajang abg zen tuh..Mmg aq rimas amat, mmg lem!!..D0n't even say s0rry..DammIt arr..xyah kijew arr b0d0!!..kesian jaja,aq asek laa merepek..K0 paham sndri laa..Me'reminise' kesah lame?..haahaa..& de sket sesi pengakuan terbesar!!..And als0 sesi iNgat mengingat!..thx weh..U're rIte..Da penat melepak kat zEn..g *Bux pavi I!!..I mish dIn,IrnA,hAnIf,Shah & hanA + all the crew!!..Includes manager!!..haahaa..K0wg mmg kewl..Thx iRna 4 the l0lip0p..Mmg akan slalu arr dPt free..heehee..)wh yea, aq try 'Dark Cherry M0cha'..leh tahan arrr..Best gk l0rr..Last2 da siap sume, smntare tggu Jaja..Aq wat bende yg JaJa xskew..I'm s0rry babe, I'm t0o depressed..I'm s0 s0rry!!...Thx 4 being such a bFF..kite kawan sampai Syurga ye? :)
*I stIll l0ve hIm!!..dammIt~

n0thing pers0nal~

07 n0v 2007..I br0ke up ngan IFwAt..heeheehee...
08 n0v 2008..I br0ke up ngan key0n..huuhuuhuu..
09 n0v 2009???

single mingle babe~

8th n0v 2008, 6.53am..

I'm single, again..I'm back 2 n0rmal..It's kinda frustrated but I'm kinda acting c0ol..Dunn0 y..But hell yeah, i didn't use any un apropriate w0rd 2 him..I'm big en0ugh..All th0se fuckinrds n0t g0nna settle evrything..& yeah,I'm n0t g0nna cry darling..Big girl's d0n't cry..heehee..Cuz i n0e, n0 matter h0w much i cry..It won't bring u back 2me.. Aite dear?..I h0peu're happy with y0ur decisi0n, with y0ur own ch0ice..The thing that breaks my heart the m0st is that y0u cheated 0n me..That's all..But then i 4give u!!..haahaa..It will get better in times..lalala...I can't cry nem0re, there's n0 m0re tears in my eyes..But my hearts bleeds like hell..hmmm...Anyway, n0t g0nna sp0iled my m0od with these break up thing..I wanna g0 0ut..Have fun as if i've 4get evrything..t0m0rr0w will may change, I guess~..Neway, i l0ve the qu0te..c0rrect0 perfect0..I'm sure there's a reason y he can't make it t0 my future..He w0n't make anyway..heehee..Thx 4 evry kisses, hugs, time & evrything..I'm g0nna miss u these few days ahead~ ;'(

*Heartbreak is m0therfucker!

windu bFF ku!!

Haaha..LaSt bUt n0t leAst..Aq wIndu bFF ku l0rr..Pejal & AdEb~...heehee..Td sempat laa bErYM ngan pEJal..kt0wg nak bukak bisnes!!..heehe..Tp ngah pk arr bisnes pe sume..Die neh aq knl time 1st sem ag..kt0wg 1 gr0up!!..heehee..lame d0e xjMpe k0!!..ad0yaii..nanti pas exam aq teman k0 g pIerce keyh?..heehee..Kal0 nak wat ramb0t ke hape ke nti aq tmn kan gak lorr..Aq bwk jaja!!..baru cuk0p k0rum..lalala..Xde 2 kepale gLew neh mmg xhav0c abes la...Currently aq ngah yM ngan aDeb..huuhu..die neh mmG rajen melayan aq..Bkn layan ape, layan yM l0rr..tQ weh!!..nTi kal0 B'lAted bDay kad da Sampei i'll inf0rm u!!..tHx iN aDvance~..heehee..PejaL, mane bIkInI aq?..Kate beli kat Italy..tipu eh?..darI lAt year aq tggu..Ntah2 k0 da kasIk FatIn aq..bKn leh caye k0 neh..ho0ho..s0k mLm gmana?..mau pergi nggak?..kal0 nk Inf0 ler..Aq neh cAm xjadIk je k0t pegy..huuhu..Ajak wAwA mmg terbaik arr...haahaa.. :) s0lly l0rr my bFF yg bername pejal..Pix k0 xdew laa..adew pIx skerat jer..heehee..k0 mane nak amek pIx kan..huuhu..salah k0 gak.. :p

windu b0yF ku!!

ShAyg ku!!!..I mIsh u~..hUUhu..meng0ng jap gF u neh..Neh sume gare2 wIndu bAnget kat u aa..hehe..I n0e u xtaw i de bl0g,4 sure u w0n't read this..heehe..Bley arr I merepek2 kat cni..hehee..Smlm da 3 m0nths we've been 2gThr..haaha..Glew cepat an?..i rase baru ari tuh 2 m0nths..n0w da 3..heehe..wuts0va l0rr..hMm...I mIsh u s0 bad l0rr..Kapan mau ketemu?..hUuhu..I windu u, i windu haja..sume laa i windu..k0wg windu i x?..baik cakap wiNdu, 0r else i nak maj0k ngan k0wg...Xkire..huuhu..Nti i nak g neng0k wayg & lepak *bux!!..xtaw cter pe, tp nti arr..0wh yea, i nak lepak *bux pavi I..my feberet..Tp kene tggu ramb0t I itam dulu..kal0 xnti u g b0tak kan ramb0t i lak..huUhu..I xperli keyh , tp tuh kenyataan ..U yg ckp camtuh that day..heehee..Saye xBesalaH!!..nEway, pix neh mmg feberet I!!..u sndri taw k0t feberet camner..heehee..sTyle glew!!..

windu gF ku!!

HAJAR PUTERI HAMDAN~..Aq windu k0!!..Balik laa cepat d0e..0n9!!..bace ar bl0g aq neh, da byk aq mrepek..last2 aq mrepek sal aq windu k0..sabtu kite lepak pavI keyh?..aq da ajak s0leh & cHapIx..Ajak arr duAn skali..heehe..Aq da keb0sanan tahap max..xleh td0w!!..Nti kite g carik g0reng pIsang Ngan sambal tumIs Ikan bIlIs keyh?..Aq kepIngIn bangEt!!..neway, ahad kIte g taw '0pen kedaI' mak InN..Aq taw k0 p0wn ngIdam nasIk kandar mAk InN..hehee..aYam die tErbaIk!!..xsAb0 lak aq..bAs k0 pagy neh an?..sAmpei gtaw arr..kal0 nak lepak jap aq xde hal..heehe..aq xg datIng p0wn, b0yF keSyAnGaN aq nak g mElakEw mLm nti..huUhu..Aq wIndu die..dAmmiT!!..Aq xleH nak td0w neh..Tuh yg aq merepek xabes2..Huhu..Neway, aq skew ini pIx!!..WindU kat t.Jaye d0e..dulu kat ctu arr kite kEnal..haaha..kenangan d0e!

Kijew glew

Kijew neh mmg glew..seb baik aq xwat, kal0 xk0mp0m mude2 da jadik jande..hUUhu..si0t jew an?..Cter neh da lame daa, time tuh aq baru f0rm 5..Time tuh d0k j0h0r & b0yF aq time tuh d0k kL..sTudy ag..Kt0wg jmpe 0nce a m0nth jew, tuh p0wn 1 jam ajew..Sbb that time aq neh mane rety balik lambat2..k0l 9 je mesti da sampei umah nyew..heehe..S0 time tuh aq fedup glew arr sbb h0mesIck yg amat sgt..Nak balik kL je, kal0 bley evry wix nak balik..Sbb nak datIng arr k0non nyew..padahal aq sbnarnye nak kuar..Malas nak d0k umah, malas nak sk0la..Heehe..Taw nak enj0y je..s0 1 day, aq rase aq arr yg start kan idea b0d0 lagy bangang + beng0ng neh..Aq ajak b0yF aq kawen..haahaa..Ianya hanyalah gurauan smate2..Seyes aq bergurau, but then he take it seyesly..Ad0yaii..Glew hape?..baru 17, sk0la xabes ag..Da gatal2 nak kawen?..Mmg glew ar..haahaa..b0yF aq time tuh ngan study & kijew part time s0mehere kat 0u..haaha..Da plan baek nyew..Siap nak suh bapak aq c0ver ag..Ye arr, xde wali mane leh kawen d0e..That time the big pr0b is wali..heehee..My parents div0rce suda..s0 nak carik kat mane bapak aq is 1 hal arr..kan?..aq neh mmg arr xnak kawen p0wn time tuh, tp mamat tuh yg iye2 je..Siap survey tmpat kusus kawen ag tuh!!..haahaa..klako weh, seyes..Aq lak makin ari makin cuak, sbb ideaa bangan aq neh makin nak menjadik2..Aq asek laa bagi alasan..Glew byk arr alasan..Aq kate arr, nti sape nak tggung aq..Pastuh aq cakap mane nak carik wali sume..Then aq ckp aq xdew duet & xdew alasan nak g kusus kawen sume tuh..Last2 die fedUp..heehee..& plan b0d0 lagy bangang & beng0ng tuh dbatalkan..heeheehee..Slamat id0p!..Few m0nths after that kt0wg break..BAek pUnye!..pengajarannyew..Kpd b0yF2 kat dunia neh, kal0 dpT awek sk0la & d0wg ajak kawen..k0wg abaikan je laa..sBb main2 je d0e!!..haahaa...

Izinkanlah~

Izinkanlah by Q-Face..haahaa...Dunn0 wther k0wg igt 0r x..This b0yband ade time kite kat primary or sec0ndry sk0ol dulu..d0wg neh seangkatan ngan Newb0yz la, b0b0y la..hape la..xtaw la..kal0 dulu dgr lagu neh aq hengat neh lagu2 yg jiwang karat la ape laa..Dulu kan mane laa nak mendalami lirik sgt..takat dgr, kal0 leh layan kasik layan je..but then da lame2 da makin dewase, rupenyew lirik lagu neh sgt mendlm d0e!..seyes..meh arr aq kasik sin0psis..neh mgik0t pemahaman aq laa...

Lagu die pasal kite ngan Allah s.w.t..Lirik die cter sal die rindu kat tuhan..Die terigt yg die tuh asek nj0y je, jarang2 igt kat Pencipta dia @ Allah s.w.t..Lupe smayg la, cth paling sng..Eventh0ugh die taw 2 kewajipan tp stil ign0re..Then die terpk yg 'Syurga' yg indah 2 menanti die..Tp die rase makin jauh dari jangkauan sbb d0sa berlambak2..huuhu..& he/she keep asking him/herself..Can he/she still be 'there'?..Still ade space ke utk die kat 'sane'? Cuz die kan da byk d0sa..huuhu..He/she really wanted 2 be there..But then there's a d0ubt..Die xconfident cuz of all the sins..S0 die cam mintak permission la nak ade kat 'sane', t0 be with Allah.. :)

blurr..

Aq blurr..Maybe jiwe kac0..Serab0t glew sgt rite n0w..Manyak sgt bende aq pk..Malas nak kijew, tp nak duet..Aq kijew p0wn sbb nak sgt beli cam..ad0y aii..Ph0ne aq t0lak tepi..That day ye2 nak ph0ne baru..g3 baby..Then these few days, cam malas lak..If nak p0wn nak yg biase2 jew..Mcm2 nak, tp kijew xnak..Seyesly, i dunn0 wut 2 d0!!..Aq xde cite2..Tuh laa the main pr0b..I g0t 2 many interest, sume nak..Dulu2 aq xskew owg amek pix aq..Aq hanye skew amek pix..Dari kecik cam tuh..But then abes sPm, aq still skew amek pix..But then tmbh lagy 1 minat..Aq skew pix ku diambil..haahaa...Jaja kate aq 'cAm wh0re'..Baru ari tuh aq prasan, sbb cam chapix penuh pix aq je..haahaa..Aq skew pix sunset, sbb law0 & s0othing..Aq skew tgk painting..That day lalu CM..Byk yg cam best..Even t0ugh just few lines ke..ape ke..Bende tuh artistic d0e..Aq neng0k cam law0..heehee..Aq skew masak?..Kadang2 jew..m0stly masak 4 me..Sbb aq hanye masak time xde 0wg kat umah..mcm2 lagy laa aq skew..Last2 xtaw wut i really want..Hmm..Kawen nak??..NAK!!..haahaa..d0d0l jap..Sape xnak kawen..kan?..Aq rase aq neh artistic sket..k0t..That's y aq blaja culinary arts..Aq skew c0nteng tissue *bux..Best,sangat2..That day aq wat bday 'card' tuk chapix & jaja..heehe..Belated bday card..heehe..Aq sleepy..da kul 6.33am..Jaja mzcall pagy2 bute..heehee..Aq nak g0reng pisang ngan sambal tumis ikan bilis!..Aq mau mkn..Lap0..aQ nak try td0w..Jaja, nak g wat laundry..pagy2 bute..haahaa..selamat mengLAUNDRY ye kak..mwahaahaahaa...aq windu k0 d0e!..Babe, nti kite jumpe keyh?heehee...0wh yea, aq windu b0yF ku..I nak jumpe u!!!..I da glew neh..glew lame xjumpe..ad0yaii..I mish U shayg!!!~..ChentA mAtI sama l0rh~.. :p

sExy kE sEksA?

sExy ke seksa?..huuhu..dari ari tuh lagy nak merepek sal neh..haaha..Glew meng0ng jap..Seyesly mende neh hanye lah repekan smate2 keyh..4 me, i'm n0t sexy..seyesly..but then 4 0ther ppl, they think i'm sexy..nape eh?..aq xde laa pakek baju2 yg menj0lok mate p0wn.. :) Xpaham t0l..Fatin kate, pade mate kite mmg la biase2 je..But 4 ohers sexy..There's many ways 2 define sexy..Aite?..4 certain ppl the way kite act tuh p0wn d0wg leh kate sexy..haaha..pelik2..tP benar..hehee..4 certain ppl lak less cl0thes is sexy..haahaa..Yg neh c0mmon k0t..Slalu je kan..Wat pe laa nak sexy2, kang 0wg len tgk leh h0rny lak..Nti if anything happen, sape ssh?..Sendri mau igt..Tuh je laa yg aq slalu pk..That's y aq slalu pakek biase2 je..Xde nak kureng kain..Kal0 kureng p0wn de laa arituh je..Time g j0get..haahaa..That was l0ng time ag0..n0w, malas laa..hUuhu..SEXY kat SINI, SEKSA kat SANE..Ad0yaii..cuak d0e..seyes..aq neh bkn lew alim ke hape ke..but then aq cam terpk..tuh pasal nak merepek bende neh..Xde kaitan samade yg da xde 0r Id0p ag...

n0t s0 0kU

Td 0tw balik..de arr 1 mamat neh..cHinese guy..die 0ku..xde jari..adew wrist..xleh arr neng0k owg camtuh..cam sedey 0ww..tHx g0d aq adew..c0mplete sume..hUuhu..the n0t s0 0ku is..die bley msg ag tuh..sangat semart!!..glew chumil tgk die reply msg..kewl owh..even th0ugh die 0kU..die lepak jew..bak kate sume owg..'Life must g0 0n'..kewl2..aq salute ituh mamat!!..stYle..dalam 0tak aq, tetibe je trpk..h0w if aq jadik cm die?..wUt w0uld I feel?..adEw ke 0wg nak?..hUUhu..byk sgt mende yg aq pk..jWpannyew?..xleh nak imagine..cuz i'm n0t in his sh0ez..hUuhu..berSYUKURlah ngan ape kite adew..Tuh je yg aq leh jawab.. ;)

lalalala..hari2 kerja!

Just g0t back fr0m pavI..2day kijew half day jew..cant stand the pressure..haaha..pressure ke? Tansfer call jew k0t..heehee..Maybe i'm n0t used 2 the '0ffice' envir0nment..Ntah laa..D0n't really n0e wut ir eally want rite n0w..These few days cam nak saket je..Badan ku cam kurang sehat sket..Asek pening then cam nak thr0w evrything 0ut jew..heehe..makan p0wn cam hape tah..I'm n0t on diet ke hape ke..Just that i can't take t0o much f0ods la..Td g 'Kay Ep See'..heehe..sNack pLate..1 ket0l je mKn tUh p0wn hAlf..Lagy halF tapaw..ade dlm fridge..Dari bangsar g sentral..then ke Bb@pavI..Kat Sentarl sempat la tapaw 'Caramel Frappe'..Tetibe je rase nak min0m lak..Then kat bb..G singgah m0F..'Espress0 Frappe'..heehee..vIc cam kepenatan je..Beezy la tuh..heehee..Da b0san lepak m0F, g *bux!!..wheeheehee..'d0uble sh0t h0t caramel macchiat0'..lepak ctu sampei lebam..wAn xabes2 tnye..'Nape aq tgk muke k0 cam de pr0b je?'..Dari that day lagy tnye cam tuh..sI dIn lak seny0m2 tgk aq pakek baju kur0ng..heehee...Saje je k0t pakek baju kur0ng..Da xtaw nak pakek ape..Da b0san lepak aq balik...~

*c0ntInue..[n0t s0 0kU]

semalam ari~

n0w is 6.36pm, 2nd n0v 2008..Atlast mang0n gak aq...glew sedap td0w smlm..fr0m 2.00am till 6.15pm..heehee...smlm alm0st 34h0urs awake..hUUhu..But then smlm glew nj0y..dgn selseme laa, saket mate laa..my b0yF suh td0w..die ckp i xcuk0p rest..Yeah,it's true dear..I d0 agree..BUt then i can't sleep..S0 around 2 i'm at Amc0rp mall..de Flea market!!..heehee..we gather up there, kat kenny..nad kasik garDen pAsta..tuh laa bEkpes aq & jaja..huuhub4 g umah kJ sempat gak laa singgah *bux!!..d0uble sh0t h0t caramel macchiat0 2 g0~..haahaa...then i drive g umah kJ..bwk t0key kambeng,awek philipine & b0dyguard kt0wg..best2..kete da ade h0n & brake mKn..haahaa...kasik layan jew...sampai umah kJ da xdrive, ik0t nuar je..kt0wg nak conv0i g umah chapIx..ngant0k glew tIme tggu dak2 sume..da b0san tggu aq curIk arr kete nUar..g pUsing2..thEn aq n jAja wat kijew glew~..Dgn keSENGALan xtd0w & keGLEWan Jaja..kt0wg strike a p0se tepi jLn..heehee...iNn jadik ph0t0gRapher jap..heehee..thx iNn..

Nsem kan kt0wg?..heehe...keGLEWan x st0p kat ctu je..G umah chapix p0wn berbaju MELAYU..Mmg best..Laki pakai baju kur0ng..P0mpuan pakek baju melayu..cam perli ajew..haahaa..Kete EchAl xbenti mengembek smlm..heehee..Pas mKn2..amek2 pix..p0t0ng2 cake..nYanyi2 lagu bDay..Kt0wg g tasek ngan chApix!..mamat tuh leh lakpUsiNg2 r0undab0ut..bEngkak je sume 0wg..haaha...kT0wg snAp2 pix sume..then sNap piX nuAr yg tErsadai kat tGh2 pulau sume..Ntah cam ne..Time nak kembali ke darat kaki nUar masuk l0bang jambatan..gelak xrety c0ver laa sume..pastuh g the bLue m0sque..smayg magrib..De la pix2 s0pan I..heehee..chUmil gak..jaja kate cam MUALAF~..heh..

nEh otw nak g uMah chApix..kt0wg g jLn2 jap..

mKn2 & sNap2...

AnAk senI ke?

kt0wg cHumiL kan??

heehee...bYk laa lagy pIx..neng0k laa kat mespes..hUuhu....

http://www.myspace.com/pa10

x0x0,

pUrple vi0let~

17 h0urs awake~

yerp2..17 h0urs awake..fr0m 3.30pm, 31st 0ct 2008 till now..8.40am, 1st n0v 2008..heehee..smlm ptg sentral, jmpe fizi jap..igt aunty adew, nak gaji d0e!!..then da b0san lepak sane g pavi..c0ffee jelly da abes!!..sangat ketensionan..huuhu..s0 aq p0wn beli JAVA chIp..dapat free l0lipop ag..Irna wat muke xbesalah je td..heehee..d0wg pelik tgk aq pakek baju kur0ng..heehee..dari sentral till pavi..

Rudy 's0' kate.."FAtIn dear, since when pakai baju kurong? Da insaf ye"..
wAn *bux lak tetibe je.."Asal k0 muke cam de masalah je?..Nape.."
IrnA *bux lagy best.."merah k0t"
sHah *bux seny0m2..pastuh die kate.."Baju kur0nggggggg"

hampeh je k0wg..lepak jap je td, dIn xdew..xbest sgt..pastuh balik umah samb0ng on9 sampai lebam..update bl0g neh..tetibe je td adew idea..nak merepek sal me, myself & i..ade chapter 1, chapter 2, chapter 3..& adew byk lagy chapter..st0ry bout me, my fwen & de ckit sal l0ve life..tHings i've d0ne..stakat neh de 3 chapter je..mlm kang or esk laa sambong..Jap g nak g umah chapix!!..maybe 2day xnak drift..xtd0w laa..echal je laa drive..gwe malas...

Alib!!..2pm kat A dan W, Taman Jaye..Jgn lambat!!

Btw, heppy bDay FIe, chapIx,dIn0, aUs, FadIl & keli!!..
wish u all gud lux thr0ugh0ut these life..
g0d bless u guys..AMINNNNN~..

chapter 3~

c0llege life.


1st jUly 2006..
L0cati0n: Unitar Pj..

It's my 3rd time being there..B4 this dtg stakat nak uSha2 jew..But this time it's diff. cuz it's my reg. day..aT last mas0k c0llege gak..haaha..Xcited k0t..I rmmber that day ade nampak affar & ninie..2owg neh je yg aq prasan that time..panas tol time tuh..1st isik b0rg pe tah kat bwh..Dari bawah, g naik atas..Then masuk bilik neh tggu ape tah..Pastuh g bilik blakang byr pe yg pat0t....Ad0yaii..Manyak t0ll pr0cess..Last2 abes gak~..Glew penat..balik tuh lak g beli baju..heehee..


3rd July 2006..
Locati0n: Putra Taman Jaya..

Cuak glew!!..Tuh je yg adew dlm pale 0tak aq time tuh..xtaw nape..tP seyes cUak..huuhu..Dari trun putra aq pasan de 1 minah neh..Kemeje putih, suar itam..Tie!..saH..k0mp0m!..dak baru~..skema abes laa katekan..hmm..nak teg0 ke xnak?...ad0yaii..aq neh da arr pemalu..huuhu...hMm...keyh2,give a shot la~


Me: Excuse me..Dak baru ke?

You: Yeah..

Me: Fatin.. :)

You: Hajar.. :)

Start from that m0ment, she's my besties eva!..

*dialog adalah rekaan semate2, sbb da lupe l0rr..



From DHM t0 DCA..aq la tuh..kalo xsbb minah atas neh..mmg laaa aq 1 gr0up ngan 0ya..ntah2 aq p0wn jadik kaki kipas lect..haahaa..Thx babe..I guess that what i want k0t..Da xdew ch0ice kan..sab0 je laa..0wh yea..hajar DCA 29 gr0up 1..aq lak DCA 29 gr0up 2..huuhu..At 1st classmate de ramei...i think ar0und 40 kot..tHat time gr0up ngan pejal,elly,ain,yda & aqi..oUr gr0up named 0urselF 'SEA-PUT'..That time aq laa ce0~..waahaahaa...


Stakat neh, neh laa yg aq da blaj0..de 2 je lagy paper..Actually 1, lagy 1 tuh just presentati0n ajew..heehee

Course Code - Course Name Status Grade ULC0013 - English 1 EXEMPTED -- ULC0123 - English 2 EXEMPTED -- ULD1133 - English 3 EXEMPTED -- MPW1113 - Bahasa Kebangsaan A EXEMPTED -- HUD1002 - Introduction To Hospitality Management Completed A HAD1013 - Principles of Accounting Completed B- HMD2003 - Principle of Management Completed C HMD2103 - Principles of Marketing Completed B- HMD2203 - Human Resource Management Completed C+ HHD1143 - Food and Beverage Service Operation Completed A HHD1153 - Purchasing and Cost and Control Completed A- HCD2053 - Pastry & Cake Completed C HCD2203 - International Cuisine Completed A- HCD1214 - Basic Cookery Completed A HUD1004 - Introduction to Entrepreneurship Completed B- MPW1133 - Pengajian Malaysia Completed B- MPW1143 - Pengajian Islam Completed C+ HUD2002 - Hospitality Work Ethics Completed B+ HCD2304 - Food Innovations and Design Completed A- HCD2503 - Restaurant Management Completed A- HMD2513 - Legal Aspects in Hospitality Industry Completed B+ HCD1023 - Fundamentals of Food Completed A HCD2154 - Hotel Cookery Completed B+ HCD2504 - Food Service Sanitation Completed A HID1033 - Computer Applications for Hospitality Industry Completed A+

Ade1 lagy subject xmasok!!...
Ape acct tah..tuh dpt C!
haahaa...

*c0ntnue lagy laa nti...